the MOTIVATION PIT

Dedication is when you eat the same meals at the same time day in and day out. Its when you are sick as a dog and you call out of work because you cant even fathom the thought of getting out of bed to go to work but you still manage to get to the gym  because missing a work day isn’t as important as missing a workout. To you if you miss a day in the gym it’s like missing your wedding day. You spend all of your paycheck on food because you say if you miss one meal you will shrivel up and look like the norm of society and to you that’s scarier than death. Dedication = no holiday breaks, no birthday breaks, no sick days, no excuses. Dedication is busting your ass in the gym each and everyday  giving a 110%. Only some have dedication, i know i do, do you?

This is what I believe, this is what I follow, this is who I am. 

To me there is no better day than leg day, the night before I can’t sleep I,  I’m to excited about the day that is upon me. I go over the exercises in my head so much that I feel as if I have already done the routine. When I do wake up I can’t wait until I get to the gym. I turn into a different person on leg day, the outside world doesn’t matter I have no friends no one and nothing else exist except the weight and the thoughts in my head. Some say I’m insane for the love of doing legs. I might be. I’m in love with the pain. I love not being able to get out of bed the next day normal or walk down the stairs with out bracing myself. To me it’s the only day you put in real work. It measures a persons will and drive. There is no satisfaction like the satisfaction of not being able to walk out the gym and not being able to drive home because my legs are to shot, to me that means I accomplished something that few do.

Why do i do this? I do it for the love of not being able to stand up when i get out of bed the next day. I do it because i love being in the hole not knowing if i will be crushed or make it back up. I do it for the satisfaction of knowing i accomplished something most people cant. I do it because i love pushing myself until i can see what i ate for breakfast. I do this because THIS IS WHO I AM AND I LOVE IT!

dis·ci·pline = Discipline

1. Training expected to produce a specific character or pattern of behavior, especially training that produces moral or mental improvement.

Discipline is getting your ass out of bed to go to the work and I don’t mean a 9-5, I mean real work. Discipline is eating every 2 to 3 hours. It is pushing yourself past your limitations. It’s getting up the next day sore as hell and doing it all over. It’s not drinking not smoking not doing drugs. Discipline is not taking the easy way out. It’s what you need to succeed. Some say I’m weird some say I’m obsessed I say I am disciplined.  It’s not just a word it’s a way of life…this is what I believe, this is what I follow, this is who I am.