back from the brink
September 27, 2009the last three months have been spent suffering from back pain caused from dislocating my pelvis and spine and from having six vertebre out of place. i couldnt sit down, i couldnt stand for long periods at a time and i couldnt straighten my right leg. for weeks i slept on my back on the floor to get relief from the pain. i visited spinologists, bonesetters, doctors ect i had several x-rays and was on pain-killers and anti-enflamatories that were so strong i wasnt in the full of my sences for weeks.
the negativity that i experienced while injured was immense. "thats what you get from lifting weights", "maybe now you will take up another interest", "it just shows how pointless lifting weights is" - some of the many many stupid comments i heard from family, friends and healthcare workers. it was like some people were half amused at my misfortune which allowed them to justify their lifestyle of eating **** and being lazy.
my spirit was broken but not destroyed and while i did try to return to the gym to train different bodyparts i soon realised that they were all being detrimental to my recovery.
i soon found myself in the boring routine where training does not come into it! recovery and doctors appointments are a far cry from my regular 5-day split. recovery is still in itself another form of progress and as the weeks passed by i could finally see improvement and after a couple of months the realistic thought of training again was within sight. that day eventually arrived last friday.
not brng one for half measures, i decided it would be sink or swim. i was going to train my back and i was going to deadlift. i had set a pre determined goal of hopefully deadlifting 400lbs 180kg for 1 strict rep. having warmed up on a stationary bike and with some light stretching i began my working sets for the deadlift. 10 x 60kg 135lbs, 5 x 100kg 225lbs, 5 x 140kg 315lbs, 5 x 180kg 395lbs, 3 x 210kg 462lbs it was at this set that i decided to reason with my ego before im back to square one! now look ill be the first one to admit that 460 isnt that big a weight but when you put it in perspective that i was returning from an injury and had not trained or taken any supplements for three months, and that i could have pushed it out a bit more then im pretty happy with the reasult!
sure i have a lot of ground to make up but thats what its all about. its like getting one of your senses back, you just feel that bit more alive! now its time to start setting goals again and breaking them! the frustration of the last three months is in the past now and i can only take it as a hard lesson learned, all thoughts and efforts must now be focused on the future!






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