Who’d like to join my pity party?
First off let me start with this : AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! A scream of complete and entire frustration. After 3 months of struggle finally down to the 155 mark and it felt amazing and then…went on vacation for 3 stinkin days for my birthday and anniversary. Decided to let the diet rest and enjoy my time with my bf without constantly worrying. I guess I enjoyed it too much
7 LBS TOO MUCH!! Yeah…3 days=7 lbs…after it taking 3 months to lose 5. Its a little disheartening for someone who normally works her tail of 4-6 days a week training and running and going to classes that zap all of my free time for my social life. 3 days…and all that works goes down the ****ter. I feel fat and bloated and fat…and annoyed..And the worst part about it is it feels impossible right now to curb this eating frenzy. Today I ate:
2.5 servings!!! of chicken nuggets (thats 17 chicken nuggets yeah…)
a can of tuna w/ mayo and cashews
1/4 c macaroni salad
5 LARGE raviolis
5 bagel bites
a bowl of cereal with milk
1/2 cup corn
1/8 cup edamame
roasted peppers
cottage cheese
peanut butter and an apple
a kashi granola bar
a gourmet fat free muffin (like the fat free matters)
and a cup of juice.
I AM STILL HUNGRY. I tell you what..I’d make one hell of a bulimic at this pace. I have a bottomless stomach. I’m going to go kill myself now. Was gonna run, but just dont have it in me. I guess we’ll try and plan for tomorrow and see if this very hungry caterpillar can keep from being a very fat one…
September 9, 2009 at 8:27 pm
Hang in there. I know it’s frustrating to see it on the scale, but keep in mind that weight can fluctuate a lot. The important thing is to get right back to what was working for you before and I think that weight is gonna drop right back off. Sometimes we all slip, but just choose to get back up. Consistency is the key.
So with that being said, I guess you can see I am turning down your invitation to the pity party
September 10, 2009 at 10:57 am
Yeah I dont blame you ;op Feeling a bit better about it today. Hoping the majority of it is water from all the sodium and today is my first day of counting calories and excersizing again. Going more smoothly than yesterday. A lot of people have said it is going to come off. I’m just hoping that you all are correct and I’m panicing for no reason. Its just hard to be back to where I was in May weight wise. I’m crossing my fingers and going to work my butt off. I guess time will tell how bad the damage is. Thanks always for your comments and the motivation. It is much appreciated! :0)
September 11, 2009 at 1:29 pm
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September 11, 2009 at 1:41 pm
Sometimes we try to fix what’s not broken when we hit a wall or stop seeing the gains we are used to. What happened is that you were a victim of having fun. Now that you are back on the grinds, you will drop the weight right back off.