If it ain’t one thing, it’s another….
Alright. So today’s mail could not have put a brighter smile on my face and more motivation in my heart. I got word that the running group I had joined 3 years ago, was going to be starting up again this Sunday, and it couldn’t have come at a more perfect time for me. Granted, they have been around whether I was a member or not, but it was nearly like a confirmation that I needed to be back on my grind for my weight loss and fitness goals. When I last ran a marathon, it was my first. I did it 8 months after my daughter was born and lost 100 lbs in the process. I felt like I was in the best shape of my life, and I felt like I looked amazing. I was 20 lbs lighter than when I got pregnant! Amazing!. So today is the start of organizing my life again. Over the last month, I literally feel like I did something beyond comprehensible reason towards God, and that He’s punishing me for my wrong doings. It’s been one bad thing after another. I’ve been depressed, and lost, and half ass motivated, which has gotten me no where. The last couple of days have been better, but today topped the cake, and made me feel as though things were going to start to turn around. So even when life is against me (sort to speak), there has to be something good up the road ahead. If it’s not one thing, it’s another. Good or bad, I’ll embrace it
July 9, 2009 at 8:45 pm
my soon to be dear friend God does not punish never has never will…ok now that we have that cleared up. cut yourself some slack will you. we are human and free will may take us in directions that are not for our good but Mercy and Grace is there ready to grant do-overs. be encouraged. you will have your mojo back in no time. looking forward to your progress.
July 10, 2009 at 9:22 am
I ggogled the marathon just to see how long you have
. Looks like 7 months? You should be proud that you are doing something that the majority of people have never done! Stay focused and you’ll run the marathon and be smoking hot!!