~phoenixnv22~

The holidays…

Is there a crazier time to try and get motivated?  Well when I stepped on the scale last night I thought, uh yeah!  I had my fill of all of the goodies for the past few days and I am feeling sluggish and tired, shocker.  Well time to regen and get back at it.  Christmas is around the corner and I am running out of time to get back into bikini shape.  Time to go!  Good luck to everyone.

Time to start over.  I got derailed the past few months.  Work is completely out of control and I can’t seem to find anytime to do anything else.  80hr work weeks are enough to throw anyone off target.  GOD hates a quitter, so back at it I go.  I have done this so many times before, but I am so infamous for falling off of the wagon so to speak, and when I fall off I tend to run myself over with it.  I am such an extremist when it comes to making my mind up.  All or nothing, no in between.  This tends to overwhelm me, so for years I have been trying to find a middle ground.  Unfortunately this happens with everything I do, so each thing I attempt gets run over with the other and in the end do I ever really get anything accomplished?  No, but I keep trying.