Operation: Bikini Bombshell

not me, well, yeah. i actually am very addictive, BUT i mean this site is addictive. it’s like myspace for the fit and sexy…or the wanna be fit and sexy. there’s sooooo much information that i just cannot stop myself from taking a peek daily. now, i have to apply that same attitude to my workouts. tomorrow, i am working out in the morning instead of after work….so i won’t make excuses and blow it off.

i’m also multi-tasking. i’m browsing now for the little red bikini i’ve visualized myself in for a while. anyone know of a site or a brand that sells bikini tops for the naturally busty/gifted??

yes, i admit it. i am obsessed with the # i see on the scale. i signed up with my trainer again to get myself back on track, BUT i weigh myself almost every freakin’ day. i know i should be more concerned with body fat, but for me, the two go hand in hand. i am doing body measurements tonight. maybe that will help.

ok, i need some motivation here. maybe i do need to just buy a bikini and hang it in plain site. thanksgiving got the best of me. i caved and ate all the regulars…well, except for turkey. and this resulted in an almost 8 lb weight gain for me in just 4 days. geez, why is it that going off a low carb diets balloons you up like crazy??

 oh, well, i have to get back to it. i’m still thinking of trying carb cycling, but the lure of the high carb day may not agree with my bad dieting habits. i will just have to think of tomorrow as day 1…and hope the weight i gained falls off just as fast as i put it on.