Happy New Year!!It's been a while since I have written anything in here.I am just going to do as much introspection here as I can since I just woke up thinking about my life and where it is going.In some ways I try to be as positive as I can but there are times when I just want to give up in life because of the struggles I face daily on a mental level.I have so many things that I worry about.Like I am worried about my family and their health,I worry about my health,I think about my friends and the lack of time I spend with them and the time I talk to them and stuff like that.Hopefully I can change all of that this year before it ends and I am in 2014.I don't know if this is true but I think that as you get older you start to think about certain things in life that you never thinking about when you are younger.Like you think about death or your own mortality and the regrets you live with over stuff you didn't do when you were younger.Like I have a lot of regrets in my life that haunt me to this day.Also,you realize that there are certain things that you cannot do or change in your life such as becoming a doctor or lawyer which takes a whole lot of time and money which I know some of you don't have due to family responsibilities such as looking after your children or elderly parents and attending to your job or career.Like I always wanted to become a lawyer but realize that it's too long term of a goal since not only I do not have any money but I realize that by the time I finish university and law school when and if I start right now it would be too late because I wouldn't be able to find a job by the time I finish since like most businesses,law firms won't hire older workers who are close to retirement.It's the same when preparing to be a doctor. Age discrimination is rampant when it comes to choosing careers like this especially at a later age.So this goes to show that there are some things that you cannot do when you reach a certain age.Of course I cannot forget that going to college for these professional careers is one of them let alone for other careers too since most companies aren't hiring.

Well,that is all for now since I am going to do some other things too.I will come back and write next month since as I said I will only write on my blog on a monthly basis.For blog posts on a daily basis of my workouts and other commentary I will post some videos on this site since videos are a powerful medium and most people are visual,I will do that instead and also post pictures of my progress since joining this site I haven't been doing that.Now that I got a webcam I will start doing that for you.Take care and see you next month on the blog.