one9one4’s BodyBlog

So I wake up this morning and my whole body is sore. Luv it!!!!! With that response I actually think i felt like i did something the day prior. I think i Played over and over again in my head all the games that I played yesterday. What I could have done better or what move I should have did and at what point.Felt a little bad cause I crossed this girl up,but I look at it like this if shes playing with the guys then she can get abused like one she wasn’t no alana beard or anything but they will try and make you look bad and plus I was the new guy on the court and I really couldn’t have that.(on a side note I love seeing girls who play ball with the guys,I like to see them do good and never underestimate them, not to mention i just think thats sexy…lol and attractive,still had to hurt her feelings though) By the way seatle storm and L.A. sparks play tonite(Oh yea i watch it all , all kinds of sports even womens)I liked swoopes but love Me some candace parker so its a toss up ill be a fan tonite and just go for whoever wins. I Know it probly sounds crazy but thats just how i feel when thinking/playing basketball.  I think yesterday was what i needed cause today when I woke up sore seemd like i was RE-vamped and motivated once again to get in the gym with a purpose. I’m at work and actually can’t wait to get to the gym. Even though its still just me(no workout partner)Suppose to be a chest day today but since im flying home to NC tomorrow I might not be able to make it to the gym for the weekend so i might try and do a full body workout. Actually thinking about what i want to do before prior to hitting the gym. Whereas a couple of days before just felt sluggish and seemed like i was going through the motions. REad in one of my M&F subsrciptions…always go in the gym with a plan. So i’m going to make that happen. Cross your fingers and pray for me …lol I don’t slip up over my weekend venture home. My mom said she was going to cook for me ,hahaha my favorite food at that which makes me weak and I cant stop(spaghetti)eating it!!  CArbs coming….Carbs coming…..fellaz….woooowooooo,free willy(my version of LUKE/scarred,lol)not to mention it puts me to sleep….Now thats really bad. Guess I have to be mentally strong and do the correct portion thing which SUCKX!!! Ok maybe not all that bad I can have some,just think small portion…RIGHT,now thats some BS havent had a home cooked meal in a minute,cross your fingers hope i dont splurge and all my little hard work goes down the drain so once I return to this lovely place of FL, I won’t be to distrought. With that said i’m just going to GeT’ur DONE!!!!

Wheeeeeeew……relief. Well in this boring place of PENSACOLA,FLORIDA I finally got to play basketball. I have been backed up for a minute now. Fenining to at least catch a good pick up game,been here for like 2months now and couldn’t find anywhere to play.  Kinda hit a state of depression yesterday while driving to the house wanted to really go and ball somewhere.  Now I see that back when i was in NC and got to ball everyday with my YMCA crew I took that for granted. So I was leaving the gym worked bi’s and tri’s today not to mention hit the elliptical for a good 40 mins took my N.O. so i was still KRUNK after my workout…..lol  Driving home today …i was like im going to go by UwFL campus and see if anything is going on. AAHHHHahhhahAAa…..people ballin, with no parking sticker for campus I parked the truck and from there it was on!!!!!!!! Thought the wind would be a little shakey since runnning up and down ,stopping and being inconsistant in a steady pace is a little bit different from hitting the elliptical. Thought the jumper was going to be off and lets not talk about the HANDLES. I just knew they were going to be non-existant. BUt i have been playing basketball in my head for so long that i didnt even worry about it. All in all I ran bout 4 games the wind was good and showed the people on the court that the big guy can do a little something on the court. (So getting the weight down when do a person actually move into another category from  being called "BIG"guy, can i get a specific weight please so i can hit that mark) So all in all I will be making another GUEST appearance on the court and I think i might have to become a regular,hopefully i wont need a student id cause im not going back to school. Well got to play …got a relief of tension ,alot of tension…wheeew while im playing basketball it takes all my stress away ,U know just like a ______, muaaaaaah Muaaahahhhh muaaaaah <———-(DR EVIL LAUGH)

So……today i wake up and had good intentions.  Nothing bad just try and get a good workout or something in. Then I had those jitters…..I want food. So at first i was thinking hmmm breakfast buffet,thinking to myself that has to be bad. Golden Corral,Ryans, Cracker Barrel…..Something. So I figure i would occupy myself and distract the temptation.It worked for a while drunk some water going through mental thoughts of what i wanted. Then the voices started coming….feed me "THE DEVIL is A LIE" I will not give in …so driving around town and there it was SATAN hisself.  The SHANGHAI BUFFET. D@mn you. Havent had meat in a while so i started trying to justify my means.  Its not about what you eat but its the proportions right? So looking for all of the excuses in the world to justify what I was going to do. Granted I maintained  over the vacation holiday only gained like 3 lbs and had worked them off I think that had put me up to 236. Then I gave in at teh table i think i sampled each meat they had …chicken that is cause i dont do the weird stuff. I tried to stop but I couldnt. This sucks so after the massacre was over I fgured i would do some cardio and walk around Target….lol Feeling guilty at the end of the day I hate when i get these urges …i need a better and more consistent diet. Grant it I have did the fast food thing in a while something has to give. Guess this could classify my one cheat day, have to get right back on track at the beginning of the work week which is tomorrow. So was starting the eating right diet thing. Headed back to my hometown in NC in like two weeks and I want the people to se a difference in my appearance. So with that said that is my new found motivation for the next two weeks………Did i mention once i got to the house Satan Jr. was staring at me and calling my name I said to myself yea right I wont let you defeat me"THE SCALE"  I will not step on you cause Devil you will not steal my joy. I’ll just wait til in the morning.