Who is Ol Supe? What Makes Him Tick?
It took me 40 yrs to grow up. What does that mean? It means to bring balance into my life. It means to accept my OC in a way I can use to keep me more open the the concerns and desires of others and less on myself. Have I made it there? LOL! No, yet at least I’m aware of it and strive to “do” better! Still at it!
I lived my life in extremes and was very unhappy most of the time. I was critical and fearful of others, and mostly myself.
When I chose to change the direction of my life and move to the future, I had to reflect upon the past. It was not an easy thing to do as my childhood was rot with daily beatings and the stealing of innocence of a child by nightly abuse from those that should have know better. The purging was excruciating, yet necessary to move into the future. It was a rebirth of my life mentally, emotionally, physically and mostly spiritually. The healing then began.
Those days are long gone. The amazing thing about my new perspective of myself is, now that I love myself, it has given me the capacity to love others! I hate or despise no one anymore, not even the perpetrators of my childhood.
It has been an emotionally wonderful experience to finely see others without fear of them. As a result, I fell in love with my wife all over again. I have made true friends that mean the world to me. Something that I am truly thankful for is, I became the dad I wanted to be and love all my kids more than the world and they love me. I thank God for all these things.
I’m bodybuilding and competing in the Masters division in the fall of my life. IT HAS A WONDERFUL SPORT that has taught me so much about myself!
I have wonderful friendships because of BBing, and it helps to keep me focused in many other levels of my life besides my body as well. My trainers mean so much to me. I could never thank them enough!
My dreams are coming true because of their trust an confidence in me. Thanks Sean. Mostly though, Brandon, a young man with a heart unusually kind and as big as his chest, and that’s effen huge 56″, has made all the difference! I don’t understand quite how or why he tolerates me, yet he has for more than 3yrs, and I love him like a son.
My goal this year is to go to Pittsburgh PA and give notice to the NPC Masters Nationals the I am here! My time has come!
OK my friends, what is this all bout. Well a little bearing of my soul. A little of who I am, and a little of what I’m becoming.
Be Consistent! Be Intense! Become your Goal!
Consistency with intensity brings DENSITY!!
Hey! I’m better at it than men HALF my age!
Check out my trainer, www.seancalder.net
I’m the “ORIGINAL” Mirror Whore!
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