getting excited about show
So i tried on my suit last night and i guess i must have dropped more weight or inches or something! it felt good to not have any excess anything hanging out~well i will always have a booty on me, but even that part of me is shrinking and getting firmer and rounder, not so flabby anyore! i am just counting the days down now and hoping my body continues to improve and i hope i can hit my peak week just right…it starts on monday! i am decorating my own suit and i cant wait until it is all done and evrything comes together the way i am envisioning it..
my energy levels are dropping in the weight room-not able to go heavy as i could last week or the week before-which is OK and expected at this point-i only have 6 more days of working out in the gym, then planning to take thursday to do a mild carb deplete, friday to a mild carb up and saterday to show off all my hard work!!!! oh yeah and then to pig out for a day on whatever my body is craving!!!!!! last year was so much easier on me nutrition wise bc i was working full time and had my meals pre-made and ready-now that i am home with the kids, i am surrounded by all of thier snacks-and most of them are healthy but i still cant have them-things like teddy grahms and and those 100calorie snack wheat thins/chips or cookies, string cheeze and lean deli meat,PB&J-i make these really healthy oatmeal chocolate chip cookies made w whole wheat flour, no butter but use yogurt, use splenda and applesauce,not sugar etc etc etc-just a better cookie that my babies will eat-but anyways,the good thing is that my kids love ricecakes and peanutbutter for snacks, and protien bars, so that helps some, but i still make my family "normal" dinners while i have my turkey and veggies…ahhhh well 9 more days, i can make it!!!
i just still hope i can get my abs to pop on stage and win overall!!!!!!!!!
