no-regrets’s BodyBlog

Got up early did the gym thing w/my partner… we did arms.. again? well, he really wasnt in the mood to do chest.. but i figure tonight i could hit chest or whatever… I feel abit bigger ever since last week… i feel like i have put on alittle bit of muscle.. lol  okay, feeling abit cocky today i guess… definately dont wanna get a big head.. we were at the gym and like we were the two big guys in there.. what a weird feeling.. last night i stopped by the billiting office in a tank top and got the best service from the three girls there… lets put it this way, i had a smirk as i was walking back to the truck… maybe they wanted this Freak to leave.. they were all giggly.. maybe also, they were going to make fun of me when i left saying how i thought i was all bad and shyt… does anyone have this probablem of feeling like people say mean shyt when your not around..?   i definately do… i sometimes dont consider myself big.. times i feel like i look like the skinny/fat guy in the white tank top.. that thinks he is all tough and shyt.. lol  yeah, i have self esteem issues… people say i am big but really, are they just trying to be nice?  i dont know. i should just try to please myself but i actually care what other people think.. yup!  "ISSUES!"  well, i think i bored the crap outta you today… but you have a great day and night!

"if your not lifting heavy, then think about what you really want!"

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