bad week!
so, last thursday my uncle passed away. i have been taking IT kinda hard for some reason, hmmm i think cuz maybe i loved him. my cousins are taking it good. its 0130 on wednesday morning. yeah, i know it pinche late. i have to be up at 0630. who cares though. i need to really get some stuff off my mind. yesterday, i was playing football at p.t. and then i was running heard a POP! shyt! i went to the dr. right away and he said i overstraind my calve muscle. right now i am on some freaken crutches. i have an appt at 1300 today to get it checked out…. also, my uncles rosary is friday night but check this out.. my nephew is making his confirmation on that night.. and guess what!? im the one thats going to confirm him… do believe someone had the crazy idea that "I" could do that? i know i dont go to church like i should but do i pray alot! im not the greatest role model. but whatever, i will do anything for my brothers kids.. and yeah, i only have ‘1′ brother…. the oldest brother.. i have a few isssues with him… looking forward to seeing him on saturday maybe because thats when they will bury my uncle. dont worry, i wont make a scene but i will hug him an as i am hugging him i will simply say these few words "your a piece of shyt!" and walk away. I know it will get back to my mom but he needs to know how i truly feel about him! he has screwed my family enough…. also, my daughter has an appt. in albuqurque,nm on friday and wont return till saturday evening… so, this sucks.. i really need my daughter and sister to be with me on the the day of the funeral because not only will i be heated up, i might a wreck. i started a new job here this week and lets just say… im not happy. i have sooooo much going through this little mind that my world is spinning an could beCOME outta control. dont know when i will write again but i hope the next time I will be in a better mood. i stopped taking all the supplements exept the Animal paks and now i am on Hydroxycut… i want to drop weight and get a bit cut. the hydroxycut make me kinda moody.. but more energy, i think. i guess i will see what happends… well, my peeps its close to 0200 in the morning and i really need to crash… you all take care and if you dont hear from me.. its because i am taking care of some issues in my life… thank you for reading this, and writing comments.
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ADIOS!
April 16, 2008 at 6:31 am
Whoa Gabe, that’s a lot of stuff that you just wrote about! What a TON of stuff to happen to you in such a short span of time.
My thoughts are with you as your family mourns the loss of your uncle. 
I hope your daughter and sister find a way to be with you on the day of your uncle’s funeral. 
April 16, 2008 at 8:07 am
Damn, bro!!!! Talk about having the wait of the world on your shoulders!!! Thoughts and prayers are with you, and if you need ANYTHING, let me know!!!
April 16, 2008 at 8:20 am
Hey man keep your head up. I just had my dad pass away about a month ago and it’s been hard. For the first two weeks all I did was grieve, smoke, get drunk, and pity myself. After that I realied the best thing to do is keep on living and livin as best I can. So i got my shit together, my ass in the gym, and money in the bank. We gotta keep movin until its our time to go. Best wishes for you man.