nic902’s BodyBlog

The competition that I want to do finally has a date set…JUNE 13th! So, I’ve marked it on my calendar—now it feels official I’m very excited to now really have my eyes focused on something. I’m still working on building muscle and I feel like I’ve made some nice gains since my first show in October. As of this morning, I’m up to 118.8lbs—which is 3.8lbs higher than I would like to be but I’m not going to let it get to me. I have actually been feeling good lately…yes, I’m still softer than I wish I was and yes, my abs are still hiding BUT I am ok with my appearance for now, so I’m going to refrain from throwing myself off a bridge  I have really been kicking ass in the gym, so I know some of that weight is muscle!!! My trainer and I were going over my diet today and he will be making some tweaks to it, plus I’ll be starting a new training split in a couple of weeks…that has me pumped up!!!! I also wanted to take some new pics this weekend but my cameras dead so I’m hoping to have that taken care of soon!

Aside from the gym life has been really busy lately…it feels good to lay down and relax for a while. I’ve been under a ton of stress with work and personal shit, sometimes I wish I could just get away from it all….a trip to Jupiter would be nice This week my little baby Beatrix had her ‘lady parts’ removed! She was sick and in pain…she’s feeling better now but the vet doesnt want her playing, running, jumping ect for 2 weeks!!!! Try telling that to her and Brody—keeping them from playing has been an exhausting task 24/7.  I should have just let them make me some puppies LOL!!!!

WHEW…now, I’m off to prep my food and get all my supplements ready for tomarrow THEN, I’m laying on the couch and not moving!!!!! Have a fabulous friday

as you can assume, things are going well in my world! i have not had a cheat since new years, its been hard but it feels like all the junk is out of my system!!! after that last cheat, i started eating super duper clean again…not a sip or bite of something i shouldnt! i definately feel soooo much better. during the holidays when i was cheating and binging like a little piggy my weight hovered around 120-122lbs and that was really scary because it was not a lean 120, but just a couple of weeks of a clean diet and i stepped on the scale this morning and was delighted to see 114.6lbs  my training hasnt changed at all…still lifting heavy and doing light steady state cardio….it is ALL ABOUT DIET!!!!! i didnt drop my calories drasically low or anything, i average about 1700-1800 a day—all clean! the best part is that while yes, i’m having a little bit of trouble fitting in some clothes and yes i am 10lbs heavier than my competition weight…i look THICKER and FULLER—not fatter and thats whats important! i’m definately making good gains and cant wait to cut and see the body i’ve built!

now, yes i am feeling good i do have to bitch for a second about the F*N weather…its sooooo cold here and i really cant stand it i hate the winter…i’m counting down the days until spring! my doggies have thick fluffy coats and love playing outside…but i’m not really feelin it!!! i’m hiding inside all weekend except to hit the gym and work up a sweat—oooh and i have a posing class on sunday so i’m excited to get back in the swing of things…but i havent put those damn heels on since october, oh boy here we go again i hope everyone can manage to stay warm and those of you that live in a climate 50 degrees and above….YOU SUCK!!! LMFAO!!! dont mind me, my brain is frozen