nic902’s BodyBlog

i’ve been practing posing for my competition…it’s not until october but i want to be perfect! i’m not very happy with these pics, aside from the bad lighting and shitty quality…i know i can do better, hell i know i have done better! i guess thats why they say practice makes perfect.

even though i’m not happy with the shots, i decided to post them in hopes of getting some feedback. please feel free to offer any suggestions on what changes i should make and remember…BE HONEST!!! i have thick skin…i can take it!

LOL~~is that a title or what??? it looks like i’m still making progress…up another pound today. i’ve gained 5 pounds total since may, now…i’m just hoping its 5 pounds OF MUSCLE—ok, maybe only 4 pounds i’m still feeling soft and squishy…only in the tummy but i know that when i cut back down again i’m going to look even better than before!!!!! i dont know if its the increase in calories or what but i’ve been having some wicked workouts…really pushing myself! i’m going to be posting some new pics sometime this weekend…since some people doubt my ’squishiness’ LOL—you know who you are!!!!

im taking another posing class on sunday…i need all the practice i can get! i do it in front of the mirror but its not the same…i dont have anyone i can practice in front of that knows what the hell they’re looking at :p i hope to post some posing pics too…need all the feed back i can get!

i’ve had a pretty crazy week but i’m FINALLY just chillin! brody…my little angel was sprayed by a skunk—OMFG it was horrible! he couldnt see, smelled awful and was very scared. now, he smells delicious and is back to his normal wacky self…and the odor has left my house as well now, after an exhausting week i’m going to watch the phillies game and relax…hopefully they stop playing like shit or else i wont do much relaxing

have a fabulous weekend—stay away from skunks…they are not so nice!

damn, my last post was so freaking depressing!!! i’m happy to say that has passed and i’m back to smiling again i weighed myself this morning and i’m up to 108.6 AND i know thats not fat!!! i’m feeling good and i know that i’m heading in the right direction to reach my goals! sure, i’m not as lean as i was a month ago but its part of the game and if i want to get my ass on stage than this is just part of journey…see, i told ya my brain came back!!! LOL 

my trainer was happy with my weight gain and he put together a new training split for me that i started today…YIPPEEE!!! i like mixing things up so i’m super pumped to kill my body in new and exciting ways! we also talked about a show in october, so it looks like that may be my stage debut…he says i can be ready and i always tend to doubt myself, but i have put all my trust him!

i’m not a sappy, emotional girl but i have to give big hugs and kisses to all my ‘friends’ here that helped to pick me up and dust me off when i’m feelin down. people in my real life dont understand…they just say i’m not fat, but people here really get where i’m coming from and i’ve been given so much great advice and support! so a big ~~THANKS~~ to you guys!!!!

**SMOOCHES**