progress/recap
WOO HOO!!! i’m up another pound as of this morning…up to 107.5!!! it feels good to be making progress 
i want to keep the gains slow…super clean bulking! i worked out with my trainer this morning and he KILLED my legs…it was such fun 
it was the first time we worked out together since the show last weekend, so we talked a lot about my impressions of it ect…i went to pre-judging as well as the night show, so i had my favorites and i was really happy that all the chicks i liked placed in the top 3! it makes me feel like i have an idea of what the judges look for and more importantly what I want to look like! we talked a lot about my shyness and battling with wicked stage fright. i am a very wacky, loud and outgoing person in my daily life but the thought of getting on stage terrifies me! i sat and watched the chicks do their walks and get their trophys…i was so jealous! i WANT to be up there and i WANT a trophy…i cant let fear hold me back and my trainer insists that by the time i get on stage i will be 110% ready and confident to rock it and own it! boy i hope he’s right
today after my workout i went tanning real quick. so since i just worked out then tanned…my veins were insane and as i was walking out of the tanning salon there were 2 dudes hanging outside in the parking lot and i overheard them talking about me. they were talking about how ‘ripped’ i am…ect then the ones says "damn, look at her biceps…thats hot!" i guess a lot of chicks like the hooting and cat calling but i think thats really lame…compliment my muscles, makes me smile :p
no big BBQ plans for me today…i’ll be down at the phillies game! i have box seats for tonight, the start of a HUGE 4 games series with the mets…i’ll also be down there sunday too!!! should be a fun weekend—i hope the other people in the box dont mind my tuna
i hope everyone has a safe and happy 4th of july!!!!
July 4, 2008 at 9:11 am
Congrats on the gains Girlie! I am SO with you on that! I am FINALLY passed 120…I broke the barrier and now I’m feeling pretty confindent.Seeing some REAL changes! Good Luck! Keep it up Hon!
July 4, 2008 at 9:24 am
You are on da roll baby!!! I never doubted you gonna gain mass easily for you eat clean and smart(most of the time…No worries, I won’t tell) and you train like you mean it every time! I know that this "shy" attitude is just little obstacle on your way to stardom! MAybe go wild on next amateur night in local strip joint to see if you got it!! OMG, I forgot this is not a private msg so just in case…I’M JOKING EVERYBODY!!!!!!!
Seriously tho, once the time comes I’m sure you’ll be fine. There’s so many other things you gonna be preocupied on a day of the show that you won’t even notice this little thing called "Hundreds of ppl in the audience"…LOL
Rock that tuna during the game today and PPL watch for me and tell me all abt it!
July 6, 2008 at 12:14 pm
Keep up the great work, you’ll have that big trophy someday soon. With your rocking body, nobody will be able to stop you.