nerves and excitement
whew…today was an exhausting day! i had a lot of stuff to do, but there was no way i was going to let anything interfere with my gym time. maybe i’m obsessed but i dont really care…i plan my schedule around my training, that is first and foremost.
i got up and was at the gym by 7am…yeah, most people sleep in on their day off…not me! i had an awesome workout…i think back and bis have become my favorite day!
that was definately the best part of my day…i had to take my sister-in-law to the hospital, she had to have a shot and couldnt drive and my brother had to work so he couldnt take her. god…i HATE hospitals!!! they make me so uncomfortable (and i was only in the waiting room)…just bad vibes. after the fun of the hospital i had to pick up my mom for some running around that had to be done…how exciting! then after all that crap, i had to sit around all day and wait for the cable guy to show up…and when he finally did, he didnt speak any english!!! i didnt understand a word he said! wow…some days i wish i never left the gym!!!
so, i am pretty excited and nervous (at the same time). i have been talking with a photographer about doing a photo shoot! its very scary because i have never been the type to put myself out there like that but its also super exciting! i have never done any modeling, so i basically i have no clue what i’m getting myself into! i have always been very insecure and have had low self esteem my whole life…so doing this would be a HUGE step for me! i’m aiming for may, so i’m working on leaning out some more. i posted a couple of new pics this week and i like the progress i’ve made but i know i can get even better! like i said, i am completely new to this so any and all helpful suggestions are welcomed (and needed)! ya know…hair, make-up, tanning, clothes, posing…all that good stuff!
since i was running around like a chicken with my head cut off, i didnt get to take brody for a walk. it was beautiful out, so i felt bad because i promised him i would…so i bought him a new toy. hopefully its nice tomarrow…i owe him one






March 15, 2008 at 1:42 am
Sounds like quite the busy day off. Good luck on the phot shoot! I am sure they will turn out fantastic.