Blog Entry
Well, long time since I have been on bodyspace. After the flue back in May, I started back training and got back on track with my diet when my shoulder blew and I pulled two back muscles. It devastated me, I was like two weeks out from my first show and I was serious as a heartattack, I completely shut myself from the outside world. I lived in my basement, like I was trapped be the weights and shaker bottles. I quit hanging out with my friends I quit going out on dates, I would take a huge cooler full of contest food everywhere I went, even to church. I was going to win that sucker, but it didn’t work out that way. After my shoulder was gone, I couldn’t lift ten lbs. in front of my body without being in excrutiating pain. I was so pissed, I thought my world had crashed, I truly thought it was over. Shortly there after a special someone came back into my life and she motivated me to come back. I started doing some body weight exercises in Sept. but only very little cause there was still pain there. I slowly and lightly began to lift in Oct. but once again very little. Meanwhile, some drama occured between me and that special someone and I thought "shit, here we go again, what is going to happen next? Blow a pec again or a shoulder or what?" I realized this morning that the only thing that I have control over in my life is me, and bodybuilding is my passion, so I said to myself that it is time to get back in the saddle, but, this time don’t rush it. Bulk up properly and then cut down slowly so I can maintain the hard earned mass. I am so ready and son of a crackwhore let’s get this party started! I look like shit right now, so I def. have my work cut out for me. 14.2 % bodyfat, 188lbs. skinny arms and chestless with about a 34in. waist. I am week as pond water. Hopefully, by Jan. 09 my body will have transformed considerably from where it is now. Wish me luck all, I am going to need it!
December 26, 2008 at 4:08 pm
Good luck with your goals buddy.