They will not win this war!
Holy smokesssssss has it really been since March that I’ve left a post?
Sighhhh.. I wish I could update the blog with a wonderful story about how I’ve achieved my goals and lost a million lbs.. but sadly, this post is more to express my deepest feelings and most disturbing and unsatisfactory news that I have since GAINED weight!! That’s right my fellow body builders.. I now officially (like as of this second regardless that I just ate) am weighing in at 216 lbssss of pure FAT!
I’m completely disappointed in myself and I’m sure there are a few of you that would say "it’s ok! Just get right back on track tmow" in hopes of making me feel better, but let me tell you… it’s not gonna work! Not to sound rude or anything but seriously.. telling me that I can feel better about this tmow, and actually make progress is not going to make me feel better about the way I look and feel right this second. I will feel better once I start seeing progress and I can swear to you that I will!
I need to! My clothes and I are at WAR and I’m not giving in.. if I need to go out and buy new clothes then I’ve lost.. I refuse to buy more clothes as somehow I will feel like I’ve let them defeat me! They seem to be winning every battle, but rest assured.. I will win this war!!!!
I hope whoever reads this post and feels that they are in the same boat at me will read this and understand that we cannot let out clothes win.. it’s ridiculous… WE WEAR OUR CLOTHES, THEY DO NOT WEAR US! DAMMIT!
Sigh.. I’ll be back in the gym on tuesday 
Oh and I’m also going to take my before pictures AGAIN………
October 11, 2009 at 9:11 am
Hey it is interesting for me to say do not be so hard on yourself, since my wife tells me that all the time. Throw int here the fact that I am extremely impatient and I should be doomed.
I am not going to tell you that if you do 20 minutes of carios and have a shake that tomorrow you will lose 10 lbs, becasue that is not going to happen.
You have to find what works for you! Since january I have lost 40 lbs, but felt I shoudl have lost 70 by now, Being hard on yourself will not work,
What I do: Set small goals (a lot of small goals will equal one big one), I watch the Biggest loser (becasue it helps to see other, who have struggled with weight loss), and finally do not abandon ship is you miss a workout, it is just one day in a series of many to get to your goal.
October 13, 2009 at 5:02 pm
See it’s also based on what your goals are… for me if I had lost 40 lbs since Jan I would be jumping for joy… it’s really what you expect from yourself.. good for you though for losing that weight! At least you can look back and focus on what you did good and where you need improvement!
Congrats bud! and Thanks for the comment! I will definately not be so hard on myself.. I need to feel confident while I progress on this journey.. so I’m going to admit that I’m going to buy some new clothes on Friday…. lol