msgogodancer’s BodyBlog

I’m sorry if I have been so distant from everything. I recently have been having issues when it comes to food. Lately, in the middle of the night I will wake up with a stomach ache and throw up my food and go back to bed.  I was just thinking that perhaps I had a flu bug or ate something that was not agreeing with me. Boy - was I wrong. It became so bad that it was to the point where my stomach would hurt all the time if I ate or didnt eat. At night was hell - I felt super sick and dreaded going to bed.

Diet = DIE -T

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So, I decided to go see a doctor which then just pushed it off as I had G.E.R.D - if you don’t know its chronic digestive disease that occurs when stomach acid or, occasionally, bile flows back (refluxes) into your food pipe (esophagus). The backwash of acid irritates the lining of your esophagus and causes GERD signs and symptoms. I was not having heatburn or anything I was having and still am having these horrible stomach aches. The doctor told me that I need to get an endoscopy. So, here  I am geting a tube pushed down my throat and yet, they still don’t know what it is or how to fix it.

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Sooooo - my diet has been completly altered. I can’t take alot of supplements due to it upsetting my stomach and now, I am finding no matter what I eat…fruit,bread,yogurt and even drinking milk is giving me the worst stomach ache ever. So, I have been out to the loop.

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I started again today minus the supplements. Does anyone have G.E.R.D or hae any adivce for help ?

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thanks

I don’t know how to being saying this…but, isn’t a realtionship supposed to be about love & care ? I know, I know, in this day and time divorice rates are sky high and anyone who has a  "perfect realtionship " is nagged at. But, I am confused.

This has changed me forever…..

My boyfriend has had previous girlfriends who have always been tiny. They were the naturally thin, Stick body frames, "No butt, or no boobs" kind of girls as he would say. Then there is me…curvy,child bearing hips, pear shaped body. I always have been unsure about my body type, but learned to love myself. When I met my boyfriend he would say to me how I always looked good , and I was in no way shape or form fat he claimed. I felt content.

Now ,it’s almost 2 years into dating and he is starting to make comments I feel are ruining my self esteem. The past couple of months my boyfriend has been getting pleasure out of critizing my body any chance he gets. He often places large portions of food in front of me and then brags to everyone on how I ate it all. He even tries to put more in front of me and encourages me to eat it all. If I fail he calls me "weak ". I learned to deal with this and just ingore him. But, as of now  I am totally damaged as of what he said yesturday !

We went out to his family’s for dinner and he kept squuezing my belly fat as he kissed me and I would tell him to stop and he would just say he was just kidding and offer me food. Then he told his parents how my stomach looks like a hot dog bun when I sit down. ( its okay to giggle) but, he kept going. as we went home from dinner he wanted a frappaccino from star bucks and I declined…afterall, I was baggered all night from his nagging that i told him I was not hungary. He exclamied back , "Yes you are " and he orders me an unside down carmel fraccacino LARGE. I told him I am not drinking it, as he sits there mad saying he paid all this money and I am not fat, just drink it. I grab the drink knowing this is not good for an sip lightly. He complains how I am hardly drinking it. Finally, we reach home and I walk into up the cemenet steps to the door landing. I begin to open the door and he says, " Aren’t you happy your fat ass is home ?" I turned around mortified.

I told him I can’t take this anymore. I am not fat…I am 140 lbs at 5"7 that is healthy. I begin to scream back - resisting tears. He looks at me and just says," I was just kidding, you make fun of me all the time." and the conversation - I thought had ended. I went to bed right after guily, upset, depressed. This morning I wake up and get out of bed, as I walk along the wood floors he yells how I am so fat I make the floor shake.

Idk what to do. This has got to end, I need to stick with a diet plan and show him that I can succeed. He thinks I can’t follow a diet plan for the life of me. I am so hurt.

PLEASE somone help

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