Doing A Lot of Soul Searching…
As I write this post, I’m a bit bummed… I took some progress pictures, and found myself severely disappointed… I’ve dropped weight, and body fat, but find myself nowhere near where I need to be for a contest… I could make excuses… Surgery, being number one… But no matter what, it doesn’t change the fact that I am just not where I feel I need to be… I’ve invested a lot of time, money, and effort… But that still doesn’t change facts… Between a lot of visceral fat, lack of chest and lat development, and retaining a lot of back fat I’m just not there… So, I’ll be doing a heavy duty mental inventory to decide what I will do…
June 9, 2008 at 8:29 am
Sorry to hear you are having a bad day!! Give yourself some credit..look at how far you’ve come!! (:
June 9, 2008 at 2:03 pm
Just because some people gave you their honest views on your physique doesn’t mean that you should give up competing this year. Get your rump in gear, and get going. Or I’ll kick your butt!
June 9, 2008 at 3:12 pm
bro, we are our own worst judge. you have come along way. I commend you on doing the shows. after you have a hard workout, get to bed and tomarrow will be a better day.. trust me…. sleep it off…! and Get outta that mood and pump That Iron Ese’! Go get what’s YOURS!