Going Nuts!!! (Rant)
Well, I’ve finally started to go crazy. No lifting anything over 10 lbs, sucks! It’s force of habit for me to carry things, and lift things. So, I decided to watch the DVD from my contest. That DID NOT help!!! All that did was remind me how much work I have ahead of me!!! Being the bloated fat guy onstage sucks!!! (By the way, the contest footage of me, would make a great horror movie *L*) I got bitched out by some old lady at the store, because my wife was carrying everything. So, now I feel like a WUSS!!!
I’m getting mixed answers on how long it will take to heal, how much pain I’ll have, likelihood of recurrance, and what I can and can’t do. So, that adds to my anxiety. I’ve never had surgery before, except to stitch up some lacerations, and when I was stabbed. So, I’m starting to feel like a "Big Baby"!!! And, my favorite holiday is now officially screwed up.
But on a positive side, I am finally getting it fixed. I won’t have to be self-conscious about my HUGE belly-button. And, it will improve the self-esteem department, as well. 
October 24, 2007 at 12:34 pm
Consider it a part of your halloween costume! People will be impressed how realistic your stitches look when your a zombie or something. lol
October 27, 2007 at 5:49 am
You will be back at it soon bro! Good luck with the recovery.
October 27, 2007 at 10:23 am
Glad to hear you’re getting it done! Hope everything goes well and recovery is speedy so you can get back to it!!