The Body I Deserve (December 04 2008)
Today, I hear myself complaining and cursing the cold weather, "It’s cold, and I don’t feel like going to the gym.", and "It’s winter, we all cover up, who is going to see that I am getting fat?" It’s silly, I am complaining about the weather, but there is nothing that I can do about it. But for the fact of taking progress pictures, then I must continue to train and eat right, else, picture will show it. I have to think Summer, and ignore the fact that we are in Winter. I am training to look great and feel great for the summer.
I’ve been going out and eating out a bit lately, my date and I both want to be in shape, but we both have different definition of being in shape. I want to continue to push my limit strengthening my training and eat healthy all the time, while, "being fit" is acceptable for my date. I’ve been doing cardio after weight training to avoid feeling guilty after "indulging" myself and it was not fun at all. I need to come up with a explanation to express myself, maybe we should try to do things different than other couple do. Instead of trying out new restaurants, we can eat at home, then catch a movie or walk in the malls, or making out and burn calories (joking).
My short-term goal is to stay focus, strengthen my mind, body throughout these last few days of December 2008. I want to take great progress pictures for bb.com and WOW my date =) I want to show my date that by changing your eating habit, and continue to train create a stronger, fitter body. I am one day closer to achieving the body that I deserve.
