The Body I Deserve (October 17 2008)
The challenge I see myself facing at the moment is my eating habit. Knowing plain foods does the body good, but lately, I’ve been craving for unhealthy foods. I can stay focus during the day, but at night I just ate junk foods and even drank soda (not even diet soda). I gave myself excuses such as "I’ll be alright, I’ll just do cardio tomorrow", and then like a blessing, I just ate and ate.
Dang, as I typed this notice, I’m craving for a cookie…errr…
Sometime, I do wonder if I could look like these guys on bb.com, if I could have that amazing transformation. Right now, I just don’t see myself look like them. Sure, I lost all the weight, and toned up a bit, but I just look average…ok, maybe a bit more average. A few minutes ago, I was standing outside and watching people, they’re all in plus (+) sizes. One of my coworker just picked up some boxes and he breathes like he just about to pass out. It sucks doesn’t it?
I haven’t seen one of the guy at my gym that I admire. I want to talk to him. He used to compete, 39 years old, and look good. Sometime, watching him work out I just want to push myself. Maybe he’ll be there this weekend 
October 17, 2008 at 12:15 pm
Don’t let yourself down. Your progress and transformation so far has been nothing short of amazing bro! Keep your hopes up and you WILL be looking like one of greatest here on bb.com. Just don’t give up!!!