WOO HOO!!!!!!!!! I am so there!!!
Well, i almost did it. my goal (revised one) was to get to 180 before i went to Vegas on the 19th. I weighed in today at 183.4. I set my goal on April 27, when i had eaten myself up to 200 lbs. Im so conflicted right now! i want to go to vegas, and have a good time, which to me is, eat, drink, eat, eat, drink, etc. But damn, im so close to 180. My friend says that bodies have memories and my body will remember it weighed 183 so if i gain a couple they’ll go away fast. If thats the case… then wont my body remember when my fat ass was 200 and let me eat and eat and eat and keep it on???
I have looked forward to vegas for the past month and hae been so good ( just a little cheating ) knowing that Vegas was going to bring me Tony Romas, Cheesecake Factory and BIG Margaritas. Now, im stressing. Yesterday, my trainer measured me, and i lost at least an inch in all places from 3 weeks ago. He also said… BE GOOD. wtf?? so much pressure!!! LOL
Oh well, we’ll see tomorrow, what the scale says. it might determine how i eat this weekend. it WILL NOT determine how i’ll drink, cuz im GONNA drink!
Anyways, just had to vent. now its back to work for me. Ciao til next time!





