Hard Work = Success

Yeah. I saw this on a poster while I was looking for work. IT made so much sense! I  lost a great job last Friday! I won’t go into detail but I was pretty bummed out! I seriously wanted to crawl under a rock and never come out! BUT I thought this is ridiculous. I need to get out of this funk and move on! Thank goodness! I applied for a job on Monday. Handed the application and resume. Yesterday got called in for an interview and was offered the postion today!!! Now it’s not the greatest paying job but I had to take it. I live in a very small town and jobs are scarce…omg..now I can freaking breathe!!!!!!

What’s your secret to destoying the fat off of lower abs.? Please reply. Thank you.

Yeah that is what I say..I need to surround myself with fitness minded friends. It’s difficult to find someone to go out to the gym with or even go for runs. So far everyone I know can’t keep up or I can’t keep up with them. So in the end I’m by myself in this fitness journey going on two years. I have lost and gained muscle but my abs are layered with this stubborn fat that can’t melt away.  If you are a reader of my blogs you will see I go on, and on about my fustrations and it seems I don’t keep moving forward. But anyway a lot of thes blogs are for my usage. I go back and read and think why did I say that. I am so insane!! lol~ and you will notice I don’t stick to the subject! HAHAHA~

Ok…..I’ll see if my daughter wants to hit the trails. AH! it’s a very cold day but a perfect day for a jog   

I stumbled across a photo of me when I was 20 with two little ones and I must have weighed 90 pounds! OMG!! I gotta scan this pic! I’m so freakin skinny!  SHEESH!Hmm..probably no fat on my bones! (kinda yucky)

Back in the day you would find me out at the track & people would get so critical. "Why are you doing this?" "Ya too skinny!" My reply, " Well cuz I want to stay fit and trim." AH! HA! Hmm…how time flies…..

And I also noticed at other pics I took in the mid of Aug of 08…at those times I really did not follow a diet nor a set training routine but I was trimming down fairly fast. So I’m thinking I should just go back to how I use to train and not have  set routines. I would go out and do a full body work out at least 3 times a week.  And of course I’ll try my best to eat sensibly. SO in the long run I will do whatever works for me and not be so obssessed.   

Yeah that’s right! I’m not doing what I should and it’s very disappointing. I go through spurts. Two weeks I’ll stick to my diet and I go insane  because I’m starving and I think what the heck am I doing???? Starving for what?? I’m not dieting to enter a comp or photoshoot. I just want some killer abs!!!  Then I train non stop and see results coming my way  I FEEL AWESOME!!! & then I think…where’s the camera so I can take a pic because I know this is not going to last! Then all of sudden…..I give in to the YUMMY delicious food I need to stay away from….then it’s  back to the pudgy stomach…then I get depressed….this is a the graphic part…then I feel like cutting out that fat on my own … yep.. Is this mentally healthy for me??? NOt sure???

This week has been very busy for me. I had to take two kids to the emergency room and then follow up with the doctor. THank God they are doing both well.

Work has been over the top. I am currently working on a 30 minute presentation. I actually can’t wait to get this done and over with. LOL.  This is going to be my first presentation ever in my career. Wish me luck! I need it.

Now I normally don’t mention anything too personal but in this case I hope to bring God back into my life. I need to become a stronger person. Eventually God will lead me to the right path. ~sigh~

AH! My Fitness… My workouts haven’t been the strongest nor have I had the opportunity to focus but it doesn’t mean my journey has ended.  Eventually I hope to get the following on track…family, work, & my sanity. lol!!! Man I have a headache! lol

To my friends: I LOVE YA! I AM HERE FOR YOU ALWAYS!!!! Besos Y Abrazos.

KEEP YOUR MOTIVATION LEVEL HIGH!