The bumpy road of a Transformation

I did my 1.5 mile in exactly 20 minuets apprently, I didnt have exact seconds due to my nike pluse watch being unreadable. I got it wet. I did the sit ups no problem, Push ups still suck to my standards but Im doing them. My 300 meter dash I have to have completed in 81 seconds well I got 200 meters instead. I completly agree with the fact that I not having nothing to eat all day yesterday, and being severly depressed with my current work situation, and not finding my proper running shoes had a effect on it. Not to be making excusses or anything. My current job is totally bogus, I am in a small security  force of 9 ppl thats including the new guy that dont start untill next week and our chief and 2 sgt’s. Which I look at them all as babies and unprofessional. Im the only one that really works out for a life style, try to eat healthy and wants to go full on police. So I guess Im an out sider?  Lets leave it at that. I was so stressed out that yesterday I beinged at the end of the day and slept from 6pm till 7am this morning wtf? I cant wait to start fresh and new with some professionals.. I need comrodery, professional courtesy, it seems like they use every little thing to turn around and make you look bad. Im not talking just me. My stupid chief sees it also between his 30+ coffee breaks in a work day. OKAY OKAY OKAY done venting. But today Im starting fresh on my dieting and working out Im going to the track every other day to do my PT test according to regulation. The alternate days Im doing P90x…. Ill be posting some progress photos soon I can see a huge diffrence and ppl dont believe I weight what I say I do any more which is awsome moral boost for me… Sorry for the venting, I kinda had to spit it out there to where no one actually cares and it wont get back to me.. Also I have now exatly 58 more days till I go to Bragg.

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