Well here I go again….16 weeks out from show time.
Show: FAME CANADIAN NATIONALS - October 18th 2008 - - Calgary Alberta
Saturday June 28th I weighed in… at a WOOPING 128.2 LBS!!! How the hell did I get so big!! Yikes. =(
Well let me be honest here… I haven’t been following my diet very closely. (not at all) I’ve indulged WAY too many times. I’ve hardly meet my water quota each day and lack any sort of supplements or vitamins. I battled bronchitis a few weeks ago with a full round of anti-biotics and now find myself sick (yet again) with a nasty sinus infection. I’m now taking my second round of anti-biotics in 3 weeks. Health wise I feel terrible. Time to get back at it and re-focus my goals. Stress has been a major impact on my moods, food cravings, and the lack of motivation but the onus still lies on me and the honest truth is that I’ve been ridiculously lazy to take proper care of myself and my body.
Yes I think it will be extremely hard to diet through the summer but I’m staying optimistic and believe I can do anything I put my mind to.
So I think I would like to see myself drop 20 LBS in 16 weeks or drop my body fat to 9%. Not sure what my body fat is at the moment but I’m sure it’s higher then it was a few weeks ago. I have a diet in hand and now look forward to my body fat test by my nutritionist on July 12th. In the meantime I will work my butt off so I can start feeling better about myself and back to liking my body.
I’m hoping to rock another fantastic photo shoot with my fav photographer JULIET_VIRGO and kick some butt at my show in October. Which I would like everyone to know is exactly 5 days AFTER my birthday. I plan on swimming in post competition birthday cake! HA! =) I will not chicken out this time and I will see to it that I compete in Figure and perhaps one of the model categories but not sure if it should be Muscle Model or Fitness Model. I can always decide later on and closer to the show date. BUT the number one focus and category will be FIGURE!!
Here are my goals for the next 16 weeks:
1.) Document Meals, moods and workouts.
2.) Take progress pics every single week and post them on BB.com
3.) Weigh in every Saturday and email them to my nutritionist.
4.) Not cheats except on the designated cheat day/once per week.
5.) To not miss a single workout or cardio session!!
6.) To be less cranky throughout the process as I realize this is my lifestyle choice.
7.) …well this is it for now but I’m sure I’ll add more as they come up.
**Just wanted to add one of my favourite poems. Seems to fit almost any circumstance or situation that I face. Hope you enjoy
Until next time… stay tunes. Progress pics coming soon.
AUTOBIOGRAPHY IN FIVE SHORT CHAPTERS
by Portia Nelson
Chapter I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I fall in.
I am lost … I am helpless.
It isn’t my fault.
It takes me forever to find a way out.
Chapter II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don’t see it.
I fall in again.
I can’t believe I am in the same place but, it isn’t my fault.
It still takes me a long time to get out.
Chapter III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in … it’s a habit.
My eyes are open, I know where I am.
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.
Chapter IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.
Chapter V
I walk down another street.
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