calgary sun..mmmm..warmth,oops rain again ,ah man
ahh man this workout dealy is killin me.do they [the muscle gods]not relize there are holidays in the year.mothers day,am i not supposed to remember the mom hell the kids have put me threw and not be able to have some baileys or maybe some ,god forbide,ketchup without feeling guilty..come on,mommy should do what she wants on mommy day.to feel guilty for eating something which might contain a pod of salt or fat is not the contract i signed up for 21 years ago..i know i dont have to and i can eat what ever i want because i am my own keeper of this vessel,but after this long i have trained my insecure over critcal brain to tell me i cant eat these things.damn on me tsk tsk…i do have my one to many coffees and at times i will sneek some mini licorish[shhh]now i havent trained for two days and i fel like a big chunky ass lump sittin beside jackoff the frog waitin on our next meal to fly by..i should do legs today..a light one[ lol you know that wont happpen]i need to find some cuts in ass and inner thigh.which really wont show till mega cardio[which we know also wont happen]my hack and leg press are pretty much the same.even if i do feel my back about to spring out up into the butt of the guy doing lying hams behide me..maybe next time i should wear my belt.its not that i ned it for the weight but really,i am aging a tad and i really should be up right when my kids graduate one day [i hope][god..as if][no .i have total confidence][really]..my arms are getting better but i only really see it with good delt days.i still have a love hate relationshio with my mama belly.the one down belly swingin side to side when im bent over,trying to remind me that yes ,you had four babies bodies in this shuttle.a woman can only o so many leg raises before one desides that this belly below is not going any where soon.there is always a tummy tuck .im not scared of the knife but i sont want to lose my tatts.so im gong to have to just suck up my ribs all day and do some cardio[which not bloody likely will happen]i will be fine with mucle shirts over bikini,im good with that.though…i do like my breasts so if i had just a shirt that covered my shuttle belly that would be good too…or maybe that might age me more with one of them..hhmm hard call..suck it up and get on cardio?hard call…god im glad this whole summer thing only lasts two months,wheres my freakin skiis and winter coat,now im better ..:)
