sooooo coldddddd
start of the week and i think it might ginx the rest…it is majorly freezing here,-25 ,-37 with wind so i cant see my mama butt traveling outside to the gym..i know im the greatest driver of all time but the rest of the city sucks..lol..i dont want to put the kids in danger in case some desert driver forgets his breaks..i have them dbs and treadmill and pull up bar so i can see how those will do for me..shoveled walk and van this morning so i figure thats my cardio for morning…i always feel like the weekend shrinks my size and then i train my butt off during week to watch it grow then the weekend comes and i deflate,strange but true oh boobados…i think its easier for a man to gain great rips on his abs than women,we have that retention thing and then’that time’ and then if we have babies…i know im making excuses but there all proven facts,and yes i will do more abs tonight i will not slack…been thinking a lot about xmas dinner,you know,my mother is going to lecture me constantly about not eating enough.you big guys just eat more because it stops at your chest and just goes in to fill the empty spots in your biceps.motheres have this ,eat all food groups in large portions at every meal,i have relentlessly for 15yrs tried and teach her that your poor body cant handle that much and its just a waste but of course,all mothers are always right…as she sits there smoking cigareetes till she turns blue,to which they say its not unhealthy..so i just nod now and do my own thing.sometimes you cant get into persons head until they smash it against the wall a few times and sanity sets in…your not giving in to a person ideals its a matter of seeing whats fact and doing whats right…family ,there all spun…
