Glimpse of My New Body :)
Hmmm, alot on my mind but we’ll start of with this. Anybody ever have a glimpse or image of what their body will turn out to be like??? I stand in front of the mirror sometimes and try to practice posing (at this point I have no idea what I’m doing & just try to copy, lol). But when I do, I can envision what my body is going to look like. I can visually picture the areas that I’m going to tone up and gain definition, the areas that are going to perk up (yes that damn booty), and the areas that are going to slim down and release that bodyfat (damn abs, thighs, and hams). This is what I picture as I practice each pose. I have still quite a bit to be done before I even dream about stepping on to that stage and competing, but I can envision myself doing it and that’s far from where I was before.
So discipline, discipline, discipline, I need to put into action. I’ve made pretty good progress along they way but have not remained disciplined and consistent. If I can stay disciplined and consistent for the next 25wks then I will complete my goal and current dream of stepping onto that stage. Thankfully I do have a trainer in works and have already started with him. He will help me make my way to the stage but it is up to me to put in the work that needs to be completed. Two more weeks, I countdown now until the most hectic of my school schedule is over. Really the biggest thing I have been trying to focus on is getting my last term paper done. i hate writing and it get’s me stressed out. Instead I’m on here posting new pics and blogging, lol. I will get it done though. I think once that is done then my real stress will be over. I do still have some clinicals left & my finals but I am not as stressed about those things anymore. There will be plenty of time to study for the finals once clinical is done and my preceptor is very laid back so I don’t get stressed about clinicals. So once this term paper is done, the rest is pretty easy. Some online stuff but nothing brain racking, lol. So this weekend is all about the dreaded term paper.
I will also be going to see my first figure competition this weekend. Luckily it is right near where I live and will actually be hosted by Team Sully. Sully is the person that is also doing my training and diet prep for my upcoming comp in October. It’s great because he knows his sh**. I think that going to this will give me an added boost and desire and I can’t wait to see all the wonderful physiques and bodies that people have shaped. Plus I want to take a look at the suits so I can get an idea of what I would like to get. That and the posing, I have not learned to pose yet so I want to get an idea of what needs to be done.
So on to the term paper I go, uuuugggghhh. That and some more scoping out bodybuilding.com and tracker, lol. I promise I’ll work on the paper tooo. lol.
April 18, 2008 at 2:37 am
So did you finish the paper? I like your line…about your real stress going to be over…Is stress ever over with? You seem to have a good body to sculpt…good luck on your goals.
April 18, 2008 at 8:31 am
Damn, I wish my paper was done, lol. Far from over. I just hoping to get the main body of it over with by Monday night. Then I can tweak it the rest of next week and add finishing touches to it. Yeah, stress is never over, good or bad stress. But the main source of my stress will be over with, lol. I absolutely hate writing papers with a passion.