medic5450’s BodyBlog

sitting here at work thinking about my workout tonight. i have had such a change in the way i feel about working out in the last 2 months. i have really come to the decision that i would like to compete one day. i really would like to get to the point where i can do a show next year. i have made all the excuses for not dieting like i should, not doing the cardio or working abs, to the point that i have run out. the older i get i know that some things in life are not given to you and you have to work hard for them. i know that i would love to do a show. i just need that motivation some times. that is why i came to bodybuilding.com. my girlfriend gives me alot of support. i just need some motivation from other people. to see the transformation that can happen when you set and go through with your goals. i cant use my job as an excuse anymore, because i have access to a 24 hr gym now. i am to nervous to put any shirtless pictures on here yet due to i have way to much fat around my abdomen, one day i will when i have made progress. i know that i’m just rambling. not much going on at work right now and trying to get motivated to go work out in a little while.