marcodeniro’s Tansformation log

We have goals.  We have intentions.  Most of the time we even have the means, determination,motivation etc .etc.  to accomplish these goals.  But what happens when the universe poops on us and then continues to poop on us.  Sometimes its a matter of finding out what is blocking God blessing. Is it the way we live our lives?  Are we going against the grain of things ?Is it Karma  What? Othertimes  times it just a little bump in the road. It might Be we are not noticing signs. Sometimes we might just have to take that poop and figure just what to do with it. Lets market it and sell it as…….One thing for sure. There is always somebody worse off dealing with worse issues fighting to make it happen. Life is truly an humbleling journey. I am reminded of the man Job . everyone told him to curse God and die after his money was wiped out then all his family killed and then he was afflicted with a great painful sickness. He stayed true. and was rewarded 100 fold.

Perseverance is not always easy and doesn’t come with grandiouse rewards as we would like. It however is necessary in these times.things change daily. So I am going to take day by day and try not to be over anxious. but still work toward my goals.  I WILL SUCCEED

I did 2 workouts and 2 cardio sessions. I burned off a pound today . I did over 3600  calories in cardio alone. This is momentous 4 me since i had to drag my sore @$$ to the gym this evening. I am hoping to continue that for another 4 days. Man am I hungry I managed to down at least 349 grams of protein to. Thats a feat to. To eat every 2-3 hours and eat properly. which I still need to learn. I am going search forums  how to incorporate carbs and fat into my diet  Man my legs are sore from cardio. well let me get rest 4 another day

I mean what gives. I guess it working out with people stronger than me. First time I felt I was in the way. I coundn’t hang. the feeling if inadquency was strong. I am glad I am strong mentally and will not let something as insignificent as this stop me from acheiving my goals. I’ve just got to get stronger. I will . I will succeed I will acheive

Basically for the last 2 weeks i’ve been doing an ab workout with @ least an hour of cardio and a Slaughterhouse workout with the fellas. I am intense kind of guy so I am upping the intensity for1 week and 1 week only.  I am cleaning my diet up this week upping my protein by @ least 350 g per day. Alot of whey isolate protein shakes and cans of tuna . Burning @ least 2000 calories on my cardio. and last but not least Hitting  muscle groups twice with 2 totally different workouts. I will be careeful as I do not want to overtrain get hurt but i’ve been building up to this week and think I am ready. Rest & eating will be important factors .  I am focused I am ready I am commited. I  will suceed  I have 2124 cal for the day. Ineed 14000 for the week  and Herrrrrrreeeee we go