Restart….Part Deux !!! ( I think ???)
Well, here I finally am. Getting back on the site.
I’ve been here in Chicago for a few months. No "good" luck with any real jobs. Had to resort to going back to something that I didn’t want to go back to due to the environment. Went back to security in clubs (a.k.a. "bouncer") I have found a couple of clubs that I kinda like (and sort of pay well). Now, all we have to have is for the economy to get back to normal so those clubs will need me more often !!!
As far as my workouts…in other words, my LACK of workouts…..I guess you get my drift. However, on the good side (sort of), my weight has been steadily between 265 and 277. I know that that’s a lot of weight on a guy my height, but it’s from just sitting on my a$$. I have been suffering from a mild depressive state that I have allowed myself to get into. I had a chain of events that have just not let me get my feet stabilized. It started with my reluctant move back to Chicago, my Mother-In-Law passed away ( I Love and miss her. She was like a second mother to me. ), my inability to obtain a job…..It kind of made me feel useless, and I saw myself as a loser.
Well, I have changed my attitude with the New Year. It is bringining a new year, and my new life !
I have some money saved up for a possible gym membership. The only prob is that we might be moving to an entirely new neighborhood, away from the gym, so I was thinking of holding my money, and maybe there is a gym that is closer. You never know.
Anyway, I hope to get my answer tommorrow…..as the temps, again, get below zero again……when we get out and about. I might even get in a workout. We’ll see.
Anyway, Thank you all for your support and good wishes. They came in handy.
Respectfully,
Manny
