lucky4u13’s BodyBlog

So I went shopping with my 3 favorite girls today (Jinger, Erica and my baby girl). I am once again motivated to get my ass back to the gym. The girls, except Rissa, we’re trying on dresses for homecomming. I know Erica’s been busting her ass at the gym and damn! she looks so good!!! I seen her and relized that Chad wouldn’t want me just sitting around thinking that there is no reason for me to go to the gym because i will never see him in person again and he’s the only man that matters in my life (besides my daddy and brothers, but not in that way) but you know what, I know that he is watching over me and he is yelling at my ass to just fu**in get to the gym. So tomorrow I am going to go get the membership that I have been putting off for like 5 months.

so once again it’s been forever since i’ve written or even went to the gym. I continue to lose weight without the lipo-6. I think this mostly has to do with the amount of stress in my life. I have no real motivation to go back to the gym. I have a feeling going to the gym will make me think of Chad. I can really tell with this weight loss that i need to though. I weight less than i did prepregnancy but you can’t really tell because my body fat is probably way higher. I just need to find the right motivation, i mean hell, what is mine now! I was trying to get as fit and as hott as i could for when Chad came home, now that he’s not coming home i could really care less what my body looks like. Aint no one gonna ever see it now. ugh gotta go and deal with more military bs…

So i havn’t written in a while. I’ve been slacking on gym time bad. I have a hard time shelling out $6 a day for some person to watch my daughter while i hit the gym and my mom hasn’t had time to watch her at night so i’ve only been to the gym 3 times in the last week. I have kinda made up for it in running errands though. Tonight we spent like 3 hours at the mall running around trying to find jean that fit me. pre-pregnancy I was a size 5, at 8 months pregnant i was a size 10, now i’m a size 3! seeing that lets me know that I am losing and it must be showing! I almost love shopping again!

So i’ve been really slacking, first my gym membership expired and i didn’t get a new one for like a week. Then my daughter was miserably sick. a week of sleepless nights and 2 nights in the ER. I had zero energy to do anything! So now I have a new membership at a different gym and I’ve actually only been their once since then. On sunday we went to get our pictures taken and that took damn near all day with a cranky baby (the pictures turned out good though!) and then today I wake up to like 4 inches of snow. I’ve already wrecked my husbands truck enough and I wasn’t going to take another chance with it! They are talking more snow tonight too! I’m hoping by wednesday I will be able to hit the gym again and get back on track.

So i’ve noticed that i’ve been consistantly losing 1Lb bout every day or so. So i’ve modified my gym time to only 1 hour per day (and I’m taking this weekend off because i’m working both days!). Which has been working out good so far. I put up some new pic’s that i’m excited about. Damn I’m starting to look really good. I still have my huge ass hips but hopfully they will be next to go And i love my modified army shirt! PT’s never looked so good

So every 5lbs that I lose I reward myself and I just hit 140 so i’m freakin excited to finally get my reward. It actually came quicker than I thought it would.  I can really tell that the lipo-6 along with gym time is really working.  I’m also not sure what i’m going to do as my next reward. I’ve kinda gotten discouraged lately. Since my husband has gotten me hooked on MMA I’ve wanted to try it. the other day I went to check out this gym that specifically trains in MMA and the guy told me that i have no chance and i should just be a ring girl. That pissed me off when normally it wouldn’t. Years ago I wanted to ride bulls and when guys would tell me that I can’t and shouldn’t that just gave me more motivation to ride. When I finally convinced someone to help teach me, I ended up beating most of the guys at their own sport. This time I just left pissed and didn’t have much motivation to seek out someone to train me. I guess i’m just getting older and getting some more common sense. When My hubby gets home I will have him teach me some and probably not fight anyone since I don’t want to get my ass kicked, I just want to kick someone elses ass. and who knows maybe i will be a ring girl someday

So this weekend I strayed way off my plan. I wasn’t able to get to the gym either day and I really sucked at eating and drinking more water. Yet to my suprise when I hoped on the scale this morning it said 140 when I expected it to stay at 142 or go up. Saturday I wasn’t able to eat until about 7 pm and I tryed to drink as much water as I could but between seeing tons of customers that i havn’t seen in 3 months and showing off pictures of my daughter, I probably only drank 40 oz. And yesterday a Friend and I went out to lunch and I loaded up on Carbs (damn the olive garden!) After my carb binge I was so tired and my daughter was still sleepng, I figured that she would wake up soon so I took a nap too. Well we ended up sleeping for 3 hours. This last week my actually gym time has been limited. It’s hard for me to work out at night and then come home and try to get some sleep. So today I’m going to try to find a new gym that I can bring Lil Missy with so I can work out during the day and sleep at night. I’m hoping that their is atleast 1 gym that I can bring her to. At Bally’s baby’s have to be 6 mo old to go to the kid’s club. What the hell is the mom suppose to do for those first 6 months to get back into shape!!! That pissed me off when I found that out. Most women are given the ok to start exercising after 6 weeks, so why don’t you offer it, I mean they are missing out on some good buisness their.

So it was my first day back at work today. I was a little worried how my body would handle lifting and running for hours on end. By the end of the day. My feet hurt but my body was actually feeling alright. I was able to carry trays that where probably upwards towards 40lbs ( and I didn’t drop anything!!!) The Manager who pushes me to work harder and do better was there. so He had me constantly running around which was good in some ways but It wasn’t until 7pm that I relized that I hadn’t had a chance to eat yet. So I scarfed down as much as I could in between entertaining my daughter.

So far the lipo-6 is working alright. At first I thought that it was giving me a energy rush but today after taking the second pill, I relized that its probably just the coffee that i’m drinking along with it in the morning. So hopefully it will give me more of a rush tomorrow when I start taking 1 more pill a day.  I don’t know if it was work, gym time or the lipo-6 but this week i’ve lost 1 more pound! I’m excited to get back to work some more and get my butt back since it’s seemed to compleatly drop to my thighs! Even one of the cooks noticed! Although he did say that it does have nice shape, i miss when I actually had a butt

So day two of my modified diet and exercise plan. I learned today that i can’t even stick to my own freakin exercise plan. I figured that I would just take it easy at the gym on the weekends, yeah thats a joke. I couldn’t stand not walking at a higher incline. so yeah I guess I will just take it easy and just go for 1 hour on weekends and stick to 2 hours on weekdays. I also made a diet adjustment. Last night I started thinking about what I did differently for gymnastics. Considering I can’t do 5 hours a day working out, the only difference was I was vegetarian.  Back then I wasn’t too healthy with my eating as a vegetarian, I could have cared less if I was getting important vitamins and nutrients. So This time I’m going to do it right. I’ve gotten a few books on what I will need to Supplement and how to. So I should be good, Also in grocery shopping today, I learned that I will actually be able to eat more food and stay at my calorie limit. I’m still working on eating that many calories though. Since having a baby I have really slacked on eating in general. Today I was only 150 away, which Is better than yesterdays 600! I need to learn to eat more in order to lose! anyone have any good vegetarian recipes?

So my goals have changed a bit so I’ve started a new plan. I’m back on the hydroxycut as of today and so far it hasn’t reacted with my migrain meds. Also today was my first day back at the gym since having my wisdom teeth pulled on monday. That felt good, just to get out with out the baby and try to shed some of these excess pounds! so My new goals are very very unrealistic but i’m going to try my damnest to reach em. I’m not telling anyone else bout em because i’ve already gotten tired of the "oh my god, are you crazy?" I’m Giving myself 5 months which should be way more than enough time to reach em its just going to be hard because i will be fighting with my body every day. Keep posted to see if I can actually do it!