No longer have a computer…
I don’t have a computer anymore so can only get on when I’m at work for a short time or at a friend’s. I have been struggling to survive lately and still keep up with my workouts. My divorce is up coming and at the moment I am "homeless" lol….I’m trying to find employment that will pay enough for me to support myself and hopefully be able to get an apt. I have to have surgery July 21st (I will not go into that!), I also have a new lump in my left breast, but we’re not to concerned at the moment…I just need to watch it for any changes. I also found out last night that my favorite Uncle was diagnosed yesterday with esophageal cancer..he has never smoked…he has 4 months max to live! I am going to try to go see him as he’s been vacationing in Minneasota but is in the hospital right now. My daughter has an appoint. this morning for a biopsy and we’ll know more in a week…this has been one hell of a YEAR! But in spite of everything I’m keeping my spirits up…just wish I had some friends or family to draw some strength from. I really don’t have either so I will continue to lean on God, that’s the only constant in my life.
I wish everyone a wonderful day and keep training hard! God Bless!!
June 25, 2009 at 8:18 am
Hang in there.
June 25, 2009 at 8:20 am
I will keep you in my prayers Pam count on that. Hang in there my friend.
June 25, 2009 at 8:32 am
I’m sorry you have had such a rough year!! Words can seem trivial to those of us giving them, but I know from personal experience that the power of words are immense. I am sending you tons of hope, courage, goodwill, and karma!! You are an extraordinarily strong woman… in mind, body, and spirit!
June 25, 2009 at 8:52 am
I hear you Litlebit. I am twice divorced and have been laid off the last two jobs I’ve had. I usually work as an executive assistant but I currently have a job as a receptionist making FAR less than I was. My parents, God bless them, are helping with my rent so I can keep my apartment.
I am sorry to hear of your troubles, but know you are not alone! Focus on keeping up with your fitness and taking care of yourself because it sounds like there are many depending on you to care for them.
You are in my prayers,
Julie
June 25, 2009 at 4:28 pm
HANG IN THERE PAM !!!!!!!!
xoxoxoxoxox
July 8, 2009 at 7:19 am
Wow Pam, you’re a strong woman, even stronger then i originally thought, you’ll get through this.
July 9, 2009 at 8:35 pm
I’m stuggling financially too. Hang in there! If your workout is the only luxury you can have, then do it for YOU! Good luck with the divorce process.