O/T…I’m Totally Devasted
Though I can’t publicly share any details, the past few days have been hell! I am hurting pretty bad and am trying to pull myself back up by the “bootstraps”. I know some people can be cruel…but I never in a million years thought a friend could maliciously turn and try to destroy my life! Where do people come up with this sh*t! I’m still in shock!! I have also lost a very special person in my life which has added insult to injury…they say things come in three’s….I don’t know if I can emotionally or mentally handle one more.
I’m still trying to stay on track with my eating and fitness…it’s hard right now with trying to get the meals in because I’ve been so upset…I don’t want to eat…I feel sick every time I put food in my mouth. I know this will pass, but I’m still waiting for the rest of the fall out…just from one human being and their lies! I guess I’m sharing briefly here because I really need support now more than ever….Thanks…Peace
August 18, 2008 at 12:16 pm
I’ve been out since Friday (08/15) with only limited e-mail access, but now I’m here and still your Friend. Feel free to PM more, I will read other Blogs and see if I can figure anything except else. I know you are very strong and have gone through lots and come out the better for it. Hope this again holds true.
Ismael
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