Crazy Confused!
I’m now an official member of the Costa Mesa 24hour Fitness. They got me. Me and my money. Dang. I don’t like giving them my money! But I do like the variety of machines and cardio choices. And I like talking to people about fitness stuff. I LOVE it actually! But sometimes talking to people just confuses me! I don’t know who to trust. I take too much of what they say and end of questioning my whole routine. I’m supposed to still be in the muscle building phase. But a trainer said I was "big" enough, I would see the muscle more if I started cutting now. But that’s not how my plan scheduled out. Plus, talking to a trainer is such a tease. I can’t afford a trainer. I could barely afford my membership fees. Also, I think I might feel like a cheat if I had a "trainer". I’m kinda proud that I’ve gotten myself to this point alone. With help from bodybuilding.com, of course. 
How do you trust someone else’s analysis of YOUR body, the one who’s held you up for 25 years and never failed you??
Well . . . right now my muscle building phase isn’t quite in tact since I’m not eating enough. I can tell because I’m hungry about every 1.5-2 hours. Which is nuts and I’m going crazy for food. My shoulder pretty much messed my workout, too. I couldn’t do triceps tonight. All the exercises hurt. Damn. I only got two good workouts this week. Not good. Not enough. Not enough good food. And I’m addicted to McDonald’s grilled chicken snack wrap. It’s OK except for the sodium. But it’s like I have to eat something on the way to the gym or else my stomach is growling and I’m shaking by the end of my cardio session. That can’t be good. I freaks me out to think my body might be eating my hard-earned muscle.
The SuperPump250 isn’t all I hoped it would be. The suggested timing of intake does not work for me. You’re supposed to take it on an empty stomach, but I eat before the gym. Plus, I find that it kicks in about 10-15 minutes after intake. The numbers just don’t work out. And it’s ripped up my insides a little bit, if you know what I mean . . . It does taste great and I like to think of it as a big candy drink. It tastes like candy. Which is cool.
Time for bed. I’ve realized that sleep helps EVERYTHING work better in my life
