Mom’s BodyBlog

It was so quiet I crept upstairs to check.  To my amusement I found 10 yo topless only with her undies fast asleep in her bed and little one totally naked after her bath reading a book sprawled across a bed in another room!!

I started my "quest" to look good without clothes.  I think I do now. I look better without clothes now than with clothes.  Not because I have achieve the body I wanted but rather my clothes don’t fit me well anymore!!!!  

I seem to be bulking up.  OK, can anyone tell me what is the next step since I ended up bulking instead of losing weight??  I am so tempted to strut around naked , too like my girls!!!! 

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Someone must have been offended by my pics…I had two taken off my profile page alone…all in less than 3 hours!!!  Though I really can’t see what was wrong with them… ??? Hmm….what was it , I wonder…

3 minutes is better than no minutes.
3 minutes of extremely light cardio on the air bike.
At least my heart gets pumping even though it is just

3 MINUTES. 

but I love loving my body and giving it its workouts.  I can see how, even though I may put on weight, the confidence that exudes from my body language.  Hands up , those who agree!!!  Hee hee hee

p.s.  Sounds like I am in a good mood…

It goes like this….
When I lost weight : "What happened to you?" "Are you sick?" of course I was sick
When I got used to the anti-depressant : "Oh, you looked so terrible before this!!"  sure I knew that
When the anti-depressant disagreed with me : "Don’t think so much!!" if I can choose not to be sick , I wouldn’t
When the latter anti-depressant settled down in my system : "Yeah, you put on weight!  What happened?"  so I put on weight. I should know better…it is my body after all

Don’t these women have anything better to say?  I know when I was first diagnosed there were some mothers at my girls’ school who bitched behind my back saying I was on some kind of crash diet which went wrong!  How much more bitchy can they get???   Now that I am ..yeah….steadily NOT losing weight….I am FAT …..I guess it doesn’t stop. Nope, we can’t control other people’s tongue but we can make sure we learn from them.  What I learn from them I impart to my daughters.  They, by bitching, taught me that in this world of ours today, we need to have our own survival skills.  That is …we set our own platforms and improve against ourselves.  Get better than our own better.  

And this one golden rule I warned my girls.  NEVER PUT OTHERS DOWN TO MAKE YOURSELF LOOK GOOD!  Gets you nowhere anyway.

I hate that orbitrac, air bike, elliptical or whatever you call it!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Goes to show how out of shape I am … 

Well so much for the zipper that was undone…lol…really that little girl will drive me through the roof one day!!!  

I wanted to find out if anyone of you have the same problem I have while running.  You see, I cannot run .  Not cos I can’t but cos I get a stitch on my side when I start to run.  And no, it is not appendicitis.  Is this normal at all??

How I wished someone said that to me.  I was in such a hurry to get to school with office work piled up right on top of me that I didn’t realized that my jeans zipper was down.  When I finally mentioned that to my girls, the little one piped out, "I knew it was undone." "Why didn’t you tell me?" "Oh, I didn’t know if you purposely left it that way…." 

Would crunches alone give me the sought after abs?  Please advice. Thanks!

I think I am getting my life back.  My mood has been rather stable lately and medications doesn’t seem to make me so sick anymore although it still makes me oversleep more often than not.  But who is complaining?  I have been more productive and surprising myself too….I am coping so far!  I wish I can yell YEAH!! But I don’t want to . Not yet.  Let us just wait ans see but meanwhile enjoy each productive day I have.

ONE DAY AT A TIME. Only then the fall won’t be that damaging.