Mom’s BodyBlog

Putting on weight is one thing but finding most of my tops hanging above my belly is another thing.  I wonder why my body has changed so much that it happened.  At first I blamed it on the laundry service, thought the dryer shrunk my tops.  But strangely why shrink them upwards and not sideways??  Then I figured out why as I took my measurements the other day.  Seems my shoulder is bulkier and my chest filled out. HmmpH!!!
Yes, I find it annoying especially when my jeans don’t fit the way it used to cos now my butt is much more lifted than before, it sort of fills up all the space there is …leaving me no cover for my belly.
I am beginning to think I look better without clothes than with them now!!! What a life….never satisfied……

yeah…it really feels good to be able to put that in writing.  Now that the anti-depressant is settled in my system, I wonder if I am ready to taper off it.  Imagine how good it would be to be "drug-free" after being on anti-depressants for the past 1 1/2 years.  I suppose it may be still wishful thinking at this point.

Over the past couple of weeks especially I have been bombarded by comments & PMs that I wasn’t stating my true age.  So, I am 40. I get ppl telling me to my face literally that I am lying about my age!!!!  OK here is the sitch , most of you haven’t seen my eyes .  Maybe that will be the giveaway. LOL. Nope, I am not gonna post a fully identifiable picture of my face. I promised my little girl, now that most bits of my body is online, that I wouldn’t post a clear face pic. A promise is a promise. 

Everything has gone up!!! Whilst I do not mind my chest increasing in size, sheesh! do I have to have inches added on everywhere else,too??  Nope, I don’t think I look that bad but still….it isn’t good to have more inches!!! 

I decided to do sets of before & after pics and I was pretty surprise there are obvious changes to my body.  Definitely for the better.  Slower than lots of people but still transforming my body.  It was such a lovely surprise for me.   To note that I had to go through changes in antidepressants as well as not using any fat burners,etc.  Just pure hard work whenever I am able to and watching what I eat although I cheat more often than others. LOL!!

IT makes me feel kinda bad when a potential bs friend requests to be added and there is nothing on their profile.  I can excuse the no pic bit but there aren’t even any stats.  What am I supposed to do ?  More often than not, there is no age nor gender, no body stats, and of course no pic at all.  Makes me wonder if they are plain stalkers.

Proud to share that I helped extricate a little child’s hand which got stuck at the escalator on the way up at the mall less than an hour ago.  Somehow the little hand slipped into the small opening for the moving rail to pass through.  He probably forgot to let go once he reached the top of the escalator and his hand followed the motion of the moving rail right back to the base.  There was screaming and I think everyone panicked trying to pull his hand out against the movement of the escalator.  Being a mother, I guess I reacted pretty quickly.  I sprinted down the other escalator calling out to look for the red button.  Noone could locate it and I managed to find it at the base and pushed it stop.  WHEW!! What an experience!!  Just imagine it if it was my own child.  The poor child’s hand was blue black up to his wrist but I think nothing was broken.

I just realized today that I am treating bb.com like a pub.  Somewhere I meet friends, expected or unexpected.  Only different thing is the everything is byo.  The drinks, the music…  And well, I don’t need to bring a companion cos my friends are here.  No worries about one night stands, STDs…lol.  I don’t have to worry about bleary eyes nor runny mascara. 

OK. Someone define celibacy , please!  And who qualifies to be called celibate?  I mean, how long do you have to abstain from sex to be considered celibate?

I am bored to tears despite being busy so let’s just try to make life a bit more interesting here….lol 

p.s. What about masturbation??

which makes me yearn for another one…

Surprisingly I didn’t feel sick the whole 6 days I was on a short holiday out of the state.  And although instead of the usual return flight, there were 3 flights taken as we visited two states.  First was a city visit, just to expose girls to the neighboring state capital  ….downright boring cos we arrived at night and departed at night.  It was only a 2 nights’ stay as it was cut short due to and unexpected wedding on an island state.  We were initially supposed to stay for 4 nights’ but girls’ favorite adult cousin had to pick that particular date to get married.  The latter part of the holiday was much better cos there was lots of touristy stuff to do on top of the wedding. Beach & night street market shopping.  Amazingly, I survived the trip short on sleep & rest. 

Now that I am back, I really hope I get back into the routing of working out since I don’t feel so sick anymore.