ZAP!! ZAP!! ZAP!!!
It is all about zapping today….brain zaps!! I can’t quite describe it but it goes something like this…feels like electrical impulses going back and forth in my head and there’s palpitations and feels as though my heart is dropping into my stomach real fast…like a roller coaster downward dip…feels AWFULLY AWFUL!!!!!!!!!! Then there are the shivers and tremors. And topped with terrible VERTIGO! How much worse can it get???? I know I shouldn’t be whining like this but I wish it would stop soon. Mentally I feel pretty strong but physically I have to keep on going….keeping myself busy to distract myself from all these… Ah…when I am driving…that is the scary part cos when the vertigo hits…I lose balance …yeah, even when seated in the driver’s seat…. Overtaking has become a night mare cos when I turn my head as a precaution (too many blind spots in my car…what is this with modern cars…??? They are coming up with more blind spots!!) cos I don’t trust my rear view mirror 100%!






September 29, 2008 at 3:57 am
need to see a doctor before u get in a carwreck and hurt a bunch of people….
September 29, 2008 at 4:27 am
I’m thinking you might want to be getting back on your meds - QUICK!