This is going to take some time!
Well I figured I had better just sign up for another six months and buy my suits and forget about April, I just needed my comfort food, this winter really sucks, I lost my focus during superbowl sunday and I haven’t been able to get it back.
I love the fact that I lost 25 pounds and built some great looking muscle, losing the body fat is TOUGH! I have learned alot about this sport and myself.
Hopefully, my trainer will understand and I know that its tough for me to admit that I just wasn’t ready for this in April, I think maybe I could be ready for another time. I wanted to be, I do try, but the winter months are TOUGH! Of course, so could summer months, its a mind set and I give it to those that can remain focused and love this sport enough to SACRIFICE, food, family and friends, I want it all! Not just a moment on stage! I want good food, healthy relationships, and quality time with my family and friends.
I want to be healthy, I want my daughter to be healthy, we are, thanks for the help Terry you have been awesome! Getting away from those poor eating habits
March 8, 2008 at 5:08 pm
Hey Girl! You definatly have done an amazing job at building muscle!! I love your new avi pic!! I am going into my April comp….not 100% ready…but its the ‘mandatory’ show to go on to a more important one June 7th. So i’m taking a deep breath and stepping out there anyway!! I almost gave up….and I totally thought about how I would write the blog saying I just wasnt ready….so my heart is going out to you right now!!
YOU CAN do this!! And when your ready ready…you will!! Big smiles!! Stormi
March 9, 2008 at 7:07 pm
Girl, you don’t have to go on stage to have a lifetime of positive experiences… you have done so much and come so far…. Truth be told…I wish I had waited a year before I got on stage…to better perfect my body and to learn more about this sport… so, coming from the other side…. I can honestly say if this is the decision you feel right about…then good for you!!!
March 10, 2008 at 5:16 am
the thought kills me inside to know that i am as defiant as the day is long but like you said at least i can admit it and try and wait and learn more and be more!!
maybe i can help with the shows and be there for others emotional support!!