lilmsfit42’s BodyBlog

I thought maybe I would hit under 160 by Saturday, but when I woke up this morning and got on the scale it already said 159!! I guess God does work faster than me LOL!!

Anyways, no trainer for two days wow, and I am still making progress!! I wouldn’t be able to do that for very long. Well its off to the gym I go, 60 min of cardio and lets just see how much weight cardio I can get in!!

 HAVE A GREAT DAY EVERYONE! 

Twice in one day, at the start of my cardio at my second workout fr the day,  my darn ipod doesn’t work, how annoying that is to do 45 min of cardio with elevator music at the gym lol!!

I too look at the competition and think to myself I have come an amazing long way, just in October I committed myself to this figure training thing, its brought me so many gifts other than the formation of a nice hard body, but it has allowed me to meet some wonderful young women. These women I train next to each day, are special in their own ways just like me. They have their lives and they all bring to the table a very special type of atmosphere that I know affects me deeply. I go to leave or know the session is over and I feel an emptiness, an awkward kind of attachment, investment if you will.

I get to smile while I am there, laugh and forget about any other issues or problems I might have. I love this if anything the way God works through people, he has shown me that I am definitely not alone on this journey of feelings and thoughts.

So even if I don’t walk away with a trophy, I have earned and won so much more that that, I have won confidence in myself, discipline, motivation, identification and freindships. I have won exposure to life beyond what I ever thought I would get to know or see.

It truly brings a heart felt love and tear to my eye when I think of the gratitude I have for my freinds and trainer, Terry Stokes, a man of intergrity, compassion and sincerity, not many like him I am sure in this line of work.

I have been blessed if NOTHING else. 

i seem to workout harder when i workout on my own, its not as much fun tho as it is when i am with others. I never thought cardio would start to be so boring, thank god for ipods lol!! I will be back at gym with trainer and the girls tomorrow night!! The last two days have been like the days after a tornado lol, mixed up and confused lol.

Well it will be interesting to get to train in the morning and then turn around later in the after noon and train again, I wanted to try that tonight it just didn’t work out. 

well was nervous there for a minute but weight is moving and i even had one of the girls double check it for me!! i think since we have 11 weeks that I should be able to drop at least 1 or 2 a week which would put me in the ball park of right where trainer wants me! With 2 workouts a day, plus cardio and diet shrinking I am pretty sure ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE AGAIN!!

well was nervous there for a minute but weight is moving and i even had one of the girls double check it for me!! i think since we have 11 weeks that I should be able to drop at least 1 or 2 a week which would put me in the ball park of right where trainer wants me! With 2 workouts a day, plus cardio and diet shrinking I am pretty sure ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE AGAIN!!

lets see what whats going to happen next, my diet is thinning and my workouts are increasing, wow the first day wasn’t so bad lol!!

god brought me to it so i believe god will bring me through it!!!

ONE DAY AT A TIME, If I am not ready in April I guess October will do? I felt so emotional when I just wrote that, like it would be devastating to wait that long! Better to be ready than be a fool!