leekrw’s BodyBlog

AT WHAT POINT DO YOU SEE THE CHANGES IN MUSCLE GROWTH AND SIZE.  I DON’T SEEM TO SEE IT. WA SON STRONG MEDS FOR 1 1/2 YEARS, GOT DOWN TO 129 LBS. NOW, I CAN’T STOP SEEING MYSELF THAT WAY. I HAVE GAINED ABOUT 21 LBS. SINCE THEN,  ABOUT 11-12 LBS. OF IT IN THE LAST YEAR ( FROM WORKING OUT ). I STILL SEE A SKINNY DUDE.

I STILL WON’T WEAR SHORT SLEEVE SHIRTS, DON’T WANT TO SHOW MY SKINNY ARMS. IT IS ROUGH WEARING LONG SLEEVES ALL SUMMER IN TEXAS. GOT TO GO ON A PARTY CRUISE THIS WEEKEND. DREADING BEING THE ONLY ONE IN LONG SLEEVES, WHILE EVERYONE ELSE HAS TANKS, ECT. I KNOW MY WIFE WON’T LIKE IT. SHE ALWAYS TRIES TO GET ME TO WEAR TANKS AND SHORT SLEEVES. I SEE THE OTHERS SHOWING SKINNY ARMS WITH NO MUSCLE TONE, I KNOW I HAVE SOME MUSCLE SIZE. CAN’T GET MY SKINNY ARMS OUT OF MY HEAD

 I JUST CAN’T MAKE MYSELF DO IT. MAYBE I HAVE SOME REAL BODY IMAGE HANG-UPS OR SOMETHING. DO I NEED A SHRINK? I  HAVE THIS IDEA THAT I WILL BE SKINNY UNTIL I REACH 160 LBS. I THINK I HAVE SOME ISSUES!

SPORADIC WORKOUTS FOR THE LAST 2 MONTHS. NOT SURE WHY. LET LIFE GET IN THE WAY. WILL GET BACK TO IT THIS WEEKEND. ONCE I STOP IT IS ALWAYS HARD TO GET GOING, SEEMS TO TAKE A  SOLID WEEK TO GET BACK IN THE SWING. LOST A LITTLE FAT, NOT TO MUCH SIZE. I AM IN LAZY MODE AND CAN’T SHAKE IT.