12:12 at the darkest of night
I haven’t been able to sleep well, maybe a good solid 6 hours a day if that. the last couple of days have been hard on my sleeping because i have been at my fire house working. had a call last night at 3am for an infant. not good but the child was able to get help soon enough. i hope i can sleep well in the next following days. get maybe more than the good 6 i have been getting. i need the rest for building up my body, my temple, my sancuary. i need too sleep. i can use drugs because of the chance i might not make up for an emergency. oh well… another 7 hours and i will be home free….
