ladymystique80’s BodyBlog

I am proud of myself, but at the same time i still feel a smidge of guilt lol. I went to a friends housewarming party/birthday party and although i started out with only the intention of celebrating, i did buckle down to the social pressure and have a drink as a toast to the b-day boy.  I had  a white wine spritzer. And although i feel good that that was the only drink i had, i still feel guilty about it and kept thinkin, dammit i shouldn’t have had that drink. I even guzzled down 4 water bottles throughout the night to wash my guilt away in a way (funny in its own special way but true). That night, i dreamt of overnight bloating and overnight lost gains…sheesh i’m only a couple of weeks into this thing and i’m already getting these things NOW….hate to see it when i’m only a few weeks out from a comp! Anywayz, i labeled the drink as my cheat for the week and look forward to starting another fresh week.