Blog Entry
I should ****ing be nominated for the Darwin awards for fasting while I’m working out four hours a day. ****ing retard. I went back to the gym at midnight for another go and felt just as ****ty. I did manage to bench 135 lbs 25x, then side bend 45 lbs 50x, then bench 135 20x, concentration curls 30 lbs 15x, sitting up tricep overhead extension 75 lbs 9x, standing curl 30 lbs 20x before succombing to asthma. I’m really bummed about this asthma. I can NEVER get a deep breath. I need some direct sunlight. I’ll go for a run tomorrow if I can get up before sunset. I don’t think I’ve gotten more than 15 minutes of direct sunlight in one day for months because my sleep schedule is so reversed. God I just wish I could breathe. **** I had to lose my advair prescription. I need to visit the website and see if they will sell me some without a prescription. I’m not going to pay a doctor for another prescription. I’d rather have asthma. I have asthma right now. I ALWAYS have asthma no matter how many times I take my puffers. When I run out of my puffers I don’t know what I’ll do. Maybe there’s a website, or another country I can get to mail them to me. Maybe I’ll have a friend from another country mail me some from there. Maybe I’ll take the asthma pills on a regular basis and see if that helps.
