kylepounds’s BodyBlog

I’m still trying to calibrate my sensitive body to all these suppliments that are wreaking havoc on me.  I had a bad reaction to the animal based protein powder and so now I’m only on the soy based stuff. Today I realized I have to be VERY careful with this caffeine based no explode stuff because I can’t take caffeine. Last night I spent all night organizing my videos for my mp4 because my computer is tied up and I can’t remember my excersizes because I have so many of them so I’m going to but them on my hand held and look at them before I go for another record. So lesson for the day, stay away from caffeine! Man it’s taking me forever to get into the groove.  I think Lindsey may have gotten spooked and skidattled. I’ll just write her again when I get my kayak going and continue looking for more girls to pump it with.  I’m getting pretty limber and so that’s cool.

I was totally shot today for absolutely no reason at all so I think I will go ahead and quit the nuggets for shezzy because that’s the only thing that I can think of that’s wrong with me.  I sure hope I’m not one of these physically bi polar people with some kind of glandular problem.  My calves felt %100 today the day after running 13 miles. So alls I had to do was do two 5 mile runs and a 13 miler and I’m back in business. Pretty cool. I think I’ll run 13 miles tomorrow if I do some lifting beforehand. I think from now on I will only run if I’ve already done tons of lifting because I’m afraid if I run first I won’t lift later. That’s what happened yesterday. I was kind of feverish from the running. Paola wrote me today and thanked me for writing her yesterday asking her one last time for her soc. but she wrote some gibberish I didn’t understand asking me for something so I wrote her back and asked her to write me back. Knowing her that’s probably the last I’ll hear from her forever.  I don’t get her. I hope she’s satisfied with her new man because any last feelings I had for her officially died yesterday, but nevertheless I would hate for her come whining to me that she’s starving to death and needs money or some shit like that; like her baby is actually mine. Why am I writing this on here? 

My brain hasn’t been working today, or lately, either. I was staring at my poster for like an hour before I figured out what I wanted to do with it, but it’s bomber now and I won’t have to hack into my computer to know what excersizes to do.  I think my computer will be tied up for another week or two. Why the hell did I give my other computers to Paola after we broke up?  Silly me. If I had two computers I could get so much more done.  I hope Lindsey decides to go ahead and come over to work out with me.  I just had an opiphany. Maybe I should store my blogs on my personal site again. I’d hate to lose all my journal info in case this site goes under. I think I’ll have two blogs from now on. A personal one and an excersize one, that way I’ll be more motivated to write about both.

I had insomnia last night until what seemed like until sunrise although I didn’t look at the clock. I got up at nine when Underground called me to tell me my bus was ready. They replaced the cat and the muffler and now it runs way faster than I ever remember.  I had that lack of sleep feeling but I didn’t go back to sleep because Windham was up and I think we played some video games but I don’t remember exactly what I did today. All I remember is I was busy until like three fifteen I think doing various computer stuff and went running.

My goal was to run 13 miles and that’s what I did.  It went really well. I though I would start to hurt towards the end but I didn’t. I wasn’t going very fast though, a 75 year old looking hunched over guy who looked like he was about to have a heart attack kept pace with me for the last lap.  I saw some other people running out there but nobody doing my route. I should write that runner girl back who said she would go running with me. The outside of my right knee was splintering sharp pain for a while today and now it hurts so I think I’ll skip the pretzel stretches from now on. I think I’m going to go ahead and sign up for the Triathlon next month now that I know I can run 13 miles. I think I’ll run a marathon before the years out just to see how it is. That would be twice as far as I ran today and shouldn’t be too much trouble for me as long as I don’t injure myself which I don’t think I will. I feel a little feverish now so I’m kind of deciding if I should do any lifting now.  It’s 11:20 so my my schedule it’s not too late. The lack of sleep feeling I’ve had since morning isn’t really with me now.

I think I’ll start taking Soy Protein powder from now on and give the animal based stuff to Lindsey but I’ll take it in small doses untill my metabolism kicks into gear which it hasn’t even begun to yet. I only had two meals today. 

I was sick yesterday. I was sick day before yesterday too but I went running anyway and yesterday I felt just as feverish as before so I figured I would take a day off from excersize. I didn’t have any appetite yesterday either. I just called the place I bought Cytogainer and told him what was happening to me and he said he had never heard of anything like that before and that it is really popular but that it is animal based, so I’m figuring that I’m just having some kind of allergic reaction to the road kill in there or something; or maybe I just can’t handle high amounts of protein at the same time seeing how I’m an ectomorph who’s always been a quasi vegetarian.  I think I’ll give soy based protein powder a try but I’ll be very careful with it and just give this stuff away. I’ll see if Lindsey wants it.

 It seems as though Lindsey wants to come over and work out with me, so I’m excited to have a pretty six foot 25 year old fit girl to work out with.  I hope she gets into in and comes over all the time and gets super super fit and hot which she could easily. 

I feel good today. At least I feel like I can eat. I think my calfs are ok today too. They weren’t good to run yesterday but I think I may be able to run ten miles today.  I felt like could have the other day. The only reason I only ran 5 miles was my energy; it wasn’t my calves even though they were totally ruined yesterday and I was walking like a duck. 

I sent my 365$ I owed to the irs today and I think I offically have forgotten Paola.  I think it’s inexcusable for her to not give me her social security number or even tell me whether she has it or not. It seems like she wants me to have to pay that money.  So **** Paola! I don’t ever want to know anything from her again.  I just found out my car is ready so I’m going to pick it up. I guess this means I get to drive the loaner car out and ride my bike back. I get to redeem myself on the Texas roads.

I ran 5.2 miles today. If I can run tomorrow I will be very happy because I will be on my way towards getting myself into running shape. I didn’t lift today because I was borderline feverish from the unhealthy experience from yesterday.  Maybe I’ll do a set of something later on.

I figured out what was wrong with me and it has nothing to do with weed, although I will still quit cause my lungs should be in better shape and it does take the blood sugar away from my blood.  I found out my physical problems are coming from the Cytomax weight gainer power. When I take it I can’t eat for the rest of the day.  Yesterday I had some along with my breakfast and then began my 60 mile journey out to the farm for the car and I was feeling toxic and was dry heaving in the 100 degree heat for a while. I finally got sick of that and went behind a dumpster behind a gas station and barfed five times and had to tasted that vile drink for the last time as it came out of my mouth.  Then I got a Gatorade and replenished myself with it. It tasted sooo good. I was still dry heaving after that but it was way better. I was concentrating too much on not puking that I didn’t see a rock and got a snake bite and then after delighting myself with another Gatorade from another gas station I got another flat when my tire burst open, possibly because it’s a ten year old tire.  Not long after that it got dark and I turned off on a road with no shoulder and there were some cars that weren’t giving me any room even though there was no oncoming traffic.  I had no light because for some stupid reason I look the lights off my bike. I will certainly put them back on today.  I had to take off my music and even get off the road for some of the cars. Texans are nicer than Coloradans but they aren’t as good of drivers. I even got cut off yesterday by a lady. If you do that if Boulder you’ll get your ass beat AND get a huge fine. That happened to one of my brothers friends anyway.  I saw a cowboy in a pickup and asked him for a ride to the next town and he didn’t want to do that even though he was going there because he said "I’m getting a ride there" whatever that means, but he did give me three flashlights. I strapped one of my back bag and held the other one in my hand and gave the third back to him and I was back in business. While I was strapping my light up a Mexican lady drove up and started arguing with him about something.  I finally got to the farm at like ten or ten thirty and Juan asked me why I didn’t just call him to pick me up and I told him because I’m a warrior and he said he was a warrior too because he didn’t eat for two days as he hiked accross the desert to get to America.  They gave me a sandwich but even though the only thing I had eaten that day was a bowl of cereal all I could eat was half of it because that god damn protein powder anihilated my appetite. I went to a Denny’s on the way home and force fed myself an omlette.

 So no more CYTOMAX that’s for sure!!!!  I’m going to go to the 24 hour fitness place and discuss it with the people there soon.

I implemented that special thing I had to do for my body today and had a little bit of acknowledgement for it and so I was able to do a couple minutes of lifting today. Running or riding was out of the question though.  I think within the next two or three days I’ll be clean enough to start lifting again… and so I guess THAT will be when I really start getting into shape.

 I love this new mp4 player that i got. Now I’m glad my ipod died, because I wouldn’t have bought this cool thing. 

I found out that I put my alarm clock on pm when it went off.  I was sure that the pm light was the alarm light.  It’s weird that I didn’t miss a day the whole time I was in boulder and I do here.  I have to face it I’m ill.  I definitively decided today on  my eight mile lolligag out to frys electronics to get an mp4.  I’m totally energyless and feel very toxic and uncomfortable and on the point of vomiting.  I haven’t had an appetite for the last couple days either. All I had to eat today was a half bowl of cereal and its seven thirty and I’m not hungry at all.  I think my body is telling me loud and clear that it’s totally into this whole getting into shape thing but I have to do one thing and there are no exceptions. That’s life I guess. Se La Vie. Que Sera Sera.

I was going to ride out and get the car but I didn’t feel right and decided I wanted an mp4 player more.  I want to put all these videos of strong women working out and take it to the gym and see if I can do that. I saw a video of Rebecca Roberts lifting 120 lbs incline bench press 2nd notch 20x.  I looked in my video collection and when I did that excersize with 45s I did it 20x which makes her stronger than me.  That’s crazy because she’s really hot too.  I think I’ll be able to do that pretty soon though.  I think I have one of a girl standing overhead pressing 185 like five times.  That would be a good challenge for me to try to work up to. 

 I want to start running every day too for this triathlon coming up.  I ran down to the river yesterday to get my bike which was like five miles and was too sore to run today.  The run in the triathlon is 13 miles so as soon as I run 13 miles I’ll sign up for that triathlon.  I figure that I should be able to run day after tomorrow about five to ten miles. I’ll just do it until my calfs start hurting and then take time off until my calves heal.  In the end I would like to continue running as far as I can because I found a perfect huge field of nice grass a couple of blocks from home and the loop is 1.3 miles so ten laps would be the length of the triathlon run. That’s not so daunting. 

Yesterday I went to the Hyatt to register for the Triathlon and talked to a girl who was clearly a pro because she had bulging biceps and viens popping out and 22" legs. I asked her how many energy packets I should take with me on my bike ride and she told me you go through 250 calories an hour and a packet is like 100 calories or something like that. In th end we decided that I should take three packets with me.  The triathlon was $120 to do but they had free massages there. I got one from a black bodybuilder dude who dug into my hamstring pretty good. He used some pretty good stretches similar to Thai massage only I was on my stomach instead of my back. He told me I was limber which is cool.  I had to leave my bike there so I walked back accross the river and saw a bunch of people in red shirts walking around. I saw one ultra hot young girl in one and asked her if there was a race and she told me it was at 6th and Congress at 6:30 so I decided to go down there and check it out. 

I stood on the side and saw Lance Armstrong finish the 10K in 34:51 and Matthew Macanahey finish is 43:41 which is two minutes ten seconds faster than the time I got in the Bolder Boulder. I got a burrito on the way home and ate it at like nine. I couldn’t eat it right away. My appetite hasn’t kicked in yet and I guess my body is satisfied with just the protein shakes I’m taking now because at like seven pm I had to force feed myself two peices of pizza even though the only thing I had to eat that day was a bowl of cereal.  Did that make sense???  Ha ha.  anyways I had some serious ensomnia last night. I hope the triathlon next year isn’t on a full moon or I’ll have to figure something out. The polarized light from the moon shines a light into my penial gland and makes my mind spin a million miles an hour and jack up my heart rate to over a hundred. The only thing I can do to keep it under a 100 is try to stop thinking. The last few days my strategy has been to just stay up all night.  I set the alarm for 4:30 and even plugged it into the othe side of the room to make sure it goes off because last week it didn’t and I figured if was because it came unplugged and halfway through the night I made sure the volume was turned up. I turne the face down though because I didn’t want to stare at it all night and the goddam thing didn’t go off this morning. I should have bought a back up alarm so I guess on one level I didn’t want to do the triathlon. I’ll get another alarm today.  I surely was awake at 4:30 though today so I would have done it on no sleep. It would have been so fun though.  I ran down to the site to get my bike and watch the finishers. I ran down Congress while the thickest part of the pack was riding along the road. They were going slow though and I thought to myself how I don’t want to be one of the slow people any time soon.  I got to the finish in time to see the finishers. The winner finished in 1:52. 11th and 12th overall were girls.  The third girl was the one I was talking to the day before. I went to a booth with fruit and talked to a girl named Susan who works for the Austin Hill Country store which has groups that do triathlon sports together for 75$ a month so maybe I’ll do that.

I didn’t get to race but I got another free massage. The guy said my ham injury isn’t that bad, but he said me overstretching it won’t result in it healing stronger than before which was a bummer. I got a free pizza too and drank seven free beers. When I was done I saw the awards ceremony and got my bike and staggered home.  A dude told me there’s another triathlon in Octorber here in Austin so maybe I’ll do that one if it’s not too expensive and I think I’ll be able to get up in time for it.  I think today I’ll just mope around. Maybe I’ll do some excersizes.