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so its been about 4 weeks since i started getting serious about everything… my diet is still not where i want it to be but i can’t seem to stop snacking late at night (altho now the snacking is much healthier) and i can’t seem to cut out certain things… i just break down, esepcially during breakfasts and ill have cinnamon toast crunch or ham and cheese with my omelette… its just frustrating because i keep feeling like i dont have the will power or strength to keep a clean diet even tho my diets cleaned up so much since this time last year. maybe i’m being stupid. I don’t know.
I’ve been trying to stay motivated but it’s getting harder and harder. I love going ot the gym, don’t get my wrong but when you go and do all this and then you come back and end up snacking and then feeling liek it was all for nothing it doesn’t help your motivation. I’m also a now person and these results take time. I just don’t want to go back home and have my mother sitting there telling me i need to lose weight after everything I’m doing. Why does will power have to be such a b*tch? I just wish I could control myself more but it just seems like I have no control!!!
