Well once again I guess I can call myself weak….I haven’t really been eating clean…or working out for that matter…I’m really angry at myself. I’ll never get right..I’lll be like them women who’s kids are like 3 and 4 and they still saying their fat cause they just had kids..no I can’t be those women….my son will be one in june 08 so I better get it together…I have to …I got xmas dinner shead of me…but after that I should be good

Okay lately I’ve been bullshitting, but now its time to get it together..I got to start eating right and working out…You know how it feels when you are so use to sweating, eating spinach and tuna, and other good foods to hostess frosted donuts lol!!..it sucks and my body actually feels it..My body is not the same..my legs hurt from what I think is my body telling me I’m to heavy to hold up..Seriously!1

Okay lately I’ve been bullshitting, but now its time to get it together..I got to start eating right and working out…You know how it feels when you are so use to sweating, eating spinach and tuna, and other good foods to hostess frosted donuts lol!!..it sucks and my body actually feels it..My body is not the same..my legs hurt from what I think is my body telling me I’m to heavy to hold up..Seriously!1