Make Me Over

Well, looks like I’m going on to round 2 of re-start!!! Who would have thought that I’d just fall off the wagon again and again and again…it’s not a good thing!!!

In the last year, I’ve had times where I’ve dropped around 13lbs but then it just creeps back on because I don’t stick with anything.

I do have one reason for this. It’s mainly because of a proper diagnosis of Chronic Urticaria. They’re also pondering it being autoimmune connected. I don’t really know too much about it because I have no health insurance and am unable to get the final tests to determine exactly what’s going on. But I do know how to conteract what’s going on my body most days. There are some days that I’m just a mess! It’ll attack my joints and make me break out in a mess of hives…oi….

So, on this note…I’m starting alllllllll over again….lets see if I can stick with it this time!!!

Haha…I keep saying that I’m back!! But really….I’m not sure that ever sticks!!!  BUT…I’ve found that I have this fire burning in me right now…something is starting to boil..and I’m ready to run with it…

 Lets see where it takes me!!! 

Okay…so I’m back in this!!!  This time for the long run (I hope).  I, unfortunately, got stuck with some fairly serious health issues.  They still haven’t figured out what’s wrong with me but I’ve learned to deal with them and figured out a good way to make myself feel good!!!  I saw 5 different doctors and they were exploring everything from allergic reactions to rhuematoid arthritis.  Buuuttt…nothing.  So I don’t know!

Anyway, I’m really ready to jump head on!!!  I’ve recently moved into my own house..living alone. So, I’m definitely ready to commit!!!!

Alright…so things haven’t been going so well. I feel exhausted and I don’t even do anything…I’m always sleeping…I still try to watch what I eat…and I keep waking myself early to get up and work out..but I always just roll over and go back to sleep!

I hate this…I need something to kick me in the ass and get me going….something…

Well, looks like my weight is still coming off!  That’s pretty, super exciting!    All I’ve really been doing is watching what I’m eating…so maybe if I get back into my workout routine, I’ll be even better off!!!!!!

I hate getting these bad bad headaches….They make me sick to my stomach and about the only thing I can do is lay down and sleep!!  I wish there were some meds that could take care of them…but nothing has worked over the years!  Thankfully, I don’t have them ALL the time!!!! 

I think this is going to throw a wrench into my workouts this week.  It always takes me a few days once the headaches subside to get back to the normal me…We’ll see how I roll this time.  I’m gonna do my best to find things that won’t kill me that I can do to keep my progress going!

“The best part of beauty is that which no picture can express.” - Francis Bacon

What are ups without downs, right??  Well, this weekend was definitely a down!!  Seemed like I was constantly running trying to catch up with things and unfortunately, my workouts got pushed aside.  Saturday day, I went shopping with my mom and Saturday night, I did get to go dancing.  That was nice.  I worked my tail off then!  Other than that, I was definitely not as active as I should have been.

Well, lets look at tomorrow as a new beginning and hop back on the train!!!

Well, my day went okay.  My food seems like its going to be the hardest part!  I just have to learn to say NO to some things that are put in front of me…I’ll get it down!!  I know I will!!!

Here’s my question now: What about supplements??  Weight loss aids??  Anyone have advice on what I should use or shouldn’t?!

I’ve made a friend through this site that has given me a new outlook on what I should be doing with myself!!  He’s vowed to hold me accountable every day..and honestly, I’m scared but I’m super excited!!!  I hope this works… I’m tired of failing at all the other things I’ve planned!  Lets do this!!!!!